Title: You are not the only one hurting
Summary: I have to marry her now. I really like her but I know she doesn´t like me... (Placed during the second book)
Gendre: , Hurt-Comfort, Family
I don´t own any of this.
Katniss told me about the proposal. About making it in public that night and of how it should be the most unique proposal ever. I sighed and looked down. That wasn´t suposed to be the plan. I wanted to marry her but, I wanted it to be real. I wanted to make her fall in me and make her love me. But, she wasn´t mine. She would never be mine. She was Gale´s.
"So what would you prefer, just a simple nod or do you expect me to cry of hapiness?" asked Katniss as he looked over the window and crossed her arms over the chest.
So, at the end, I was going to make all the hard work. All she had to do was saw yes and look pretty. That was the story of always. I made all the talking and the romantic coments; she would just nod, smile or kiss me sometimes.
"Do what ever you want." I answered rudely. I wasn´t in the mood of being friendly anymore.
"If I could, I would answer no but...like if I had a choice." she complained.
"Don´t like if you were the only victim here!" I snapped as I turned to see her. She was looking at me with shocked eyes. Obviously she couldn´t understand why I was angry. "I am also getting married to you!"
She crossed he arms up her chest and gave me a look that could kill.
"I thought you loved me!" she mocked me. I could feel the tears in my eyes threatening to start falling.
"I do love you, that is why I am going to be so miserable living with you. I wanted to marry someone thatwould love me; maybe not you, but a cute girl that would be pleased to see me wake up with her everymorning. I wanted to marry someone that loved me back and wouldn´t spend the rest of her life thinking about someone else. I don´t want to make someone miserable, and less you!"
"You live in the tweveth distric! That is just a fantasy. If anyone ever married you it would have been because of the money you got."
I gasped shoked, I was too surprised she could be such a mean girl after all we had lived together. Sadly, she wasn´t finished.
"Seriosly? Are you aware if you had kids they would have to go to those games when they got old enough? Are you willig to put in danger your descendants?"
I took a big breathe and then I truned around about to leave.
"Where are you going?"
"I am done with you." Katniss tried to stop me but I didn´t let her touch me. "I´ll see you at the show. And remember, when I go to my knees all you have to do is say yes."
"What if I cry?" she whispered as she looked down. Her lip was shaking of the anger she was feeling. She was upset and so I was. The only diference was that I was better hding this kind of emotions.
"I really don´t care."
