* Please note: i have changed bit's of the story to fit how i want it, and included bit's that Harry went through in his first year 'cos I thought it would be cute if Lily went through it then Harry went through it. Thanks for reading :)*

Lily was nervous about her first day at Hogwarts tomorrow. Especially when Petunia called her a freak, it made her feel that she wouldn't fit in with the other witches and wizards, which she worried about constantly. Sev always calmed her down though, when she was with him it seemed that all her worries melted away in a heartbeat. Lately she'd been having certain feelings about Sev, they were foreign feelings to her though, and recently she'd noticed him looking at her differently too.. she remembered his soft twinkling eyes and his shy smile when he realised he'd been gazing at her.. she gave a deep sigh.

"What should i do?" she asked herself, confusion running through her mind as she paced around her room.

She decided to ask Petunia for advice, even though she knew it would do no good. She opened her door nervously and walked over to Petunia's room, pacing outside till she thought of what to say. She hesitantly moved her hand up towards the bedroom door and knocked slowly 3 times, patiently waiting for Petunia to reply. Just when Lily changed her mind and went to turn around, the door flew open.

"What do YOU want?" Petunia asked impatiently, glaring at Lily as she spoke.

"I...I wanted to ask you about someone. Well, not someone, Sev." Lily replied shyly, not daring to look up into her sister's anger filled eyes.

"Why would I care about anything to do with him?"

"I don't know I just thought-"

"Well you thought wrong freak!" interrupted Petunia, slamming the door when she'd finished her sentence.

It hurt Lily when Petunia called her that, she ran back to her room, slamming her door too and curling up on her small bed. She tried to blink away the tears but, in the end she couldn't stop them spilling over, running down her cheeks and splashing onto her cold pillow.

'I'll be with Sev tomorrow,' she thought, 'he always knows the right thing to say.'

She calmed down and eventually fell asleep with thoughts of Severus Snape going through her mind and leaping through her dreams.