notes: I suppose this would be pre chapter 699
Relapse
fateful melody
hi there old friend … we meet again
greetings and cold welcomes
avoidance and smirks
when last did we cross paths;
three months ago passed?
I thought that we were over this
thought I was done.
but here you are
again.
and here I am
again.
so fervent, so patient
yearning yet despising.
it's half past the hour, right about that time
you held me to resistance, your presence lingered
helped me say,
"no thank you, not this time."
because I don't need you,
a silent addition to my mind
you're so proud, so pompous,
so unbelievably self-satisfied
yet twisting farther and farther around a finger
the dark abyss of your center
so full of nothingness
a void of nonexistence.
the reflection provides no sense of content.
I thought you would help,
you would change,
isn't that why you're back?
question upon question
words upon lips
while
lips meet lips and
lips meet warm bodies
oh how I despise you,
who unmasked shows the mark
of a demon,
your true face
whom I crave to never meet,
to never introduce
send me off again,
never to be seen again
intentions are so earnest, so pure, so complete
"I really mean it this time."
… hi there old friend… we meet again
notes: just trying to get back into the groove of things and depicting the toxic side of the S squared relationship. if it doesn't make sense I don't blame you.
(the spacing was supposed to be different but got messed up when I posted rawr)