A/N: So this is my very first fan fiction. I've written a lot of them, but this is the first one I've completed. This might be a one shot, or I might continue it with Freddie's or Carly's point of view if I get reviews asking. Please let me know what you think, I need to know what to fix. Thanks. :)
Disclaimer: I do not own.
iLove You. | the extra.
Sam closed her eyes as tightly as she could, trying to ignore the memories flooding her mind.
'You are cordially invited to the wedding of Carly Shay and Freddie Benson.'
That was all Sam could read before she dropped the card and envelope in surprise, jealousy, and pain. Surprise because did not expect it to happen so soon. Jealousy because Carly, once again, got everything she wanted. Pain because Freddie Benson ended up with Carly Shay, the girl of his dreams, and she... she was just tossed to the side.
Somehow, in the middle of junior year of high school, Carly and Freddie got together. And it hurt Sam, it hurt Sam so so so oh so badly. What made it even more painful was that was around the time, she was trying to bring herself to tell him her feelings. But that wasn't the worst part. The worst part was that Carly, her best friend, knew. She knew how Sam felt and she didn't do anything about it. She pretended Sam's feelings were nonexistent.
So eventually, Sam became an extra, standing in the background, slowly fading away.
Sam couldn't take it any longer. Her heart has broken one too many times. And she's done enduring the pain. She's not going to pretend any longer.
So with shaking hands, she slowly opened the drawer at her desk, revealing paper, a pen, ...and a small gun. She poured out her secrets and confessions to Freddie in a letter. A silent tear slid down Sam's cheek as she folded the letter in two, and left it on her desk. Then she wrote a small note to Carly- 'Be happy, Carls. I love you.' and this, too, she folded and left on her desk.
Then she grabbed the gun and her cell phone. She punched in the numbers she had not dialed for so long and waited for Freddie to pick up.
"Hello?" came a familiar voice. Her trembling fingers nudged the trigger as she took a shaking breath and began to speak her last words. "It's me, Sam. Don't talk, just listen. There are 2 letters on my desk. One to you, one to Carly. Make sure you get them as soon as possible. And... Don't worry about me, be happy. Be happy with the love of your life, the girl of your dreams, and your fairytale ending. I didn't have a fairytale ending. So I had to create my own ending, it's the closest I could get to happiness." she said, softly speaking, trying to control the tears that were about to fall.
And with that being said, Sam shut her eyes, ready to take her own life, ignoring Freddie's shouts of concern and confusion on the phone. She took a deep breath, and pulled - but only after whispering, "Goodbye Freddie, I love you."
(c) Sarah B. (aka o b v i o u s l y . s a r a h) 2010
A/N: Ugh. Gosh that was terrible. I wrote this around 4 in the morning on my iPod when I couldn't sleep, so please excuse any errors and the horribleness of it…
I know I'm not a very good writer, but I'm only 14 and I'm currently working on improving my writing… so yeah. Please review and let me know what you think. It's important to me. Now go ahead. FLAME ME! =D