I wonder if I'll survive this time? I don't want to die. Not again... It hurts, but I can't escape. I want to though, I need to. To get past June of Showa 58 would be a miracle.
I want to live. I'm tired of having to abide to rules X, Y, and Z. It is sickening... Having to watch over and over one or another friend succumbing to the virus. If I wasn't the Queen Carrier, I myself may have succumbed a long time ago.
How much higher is the well that contains me? The higher I go, the more it hurts... Mii...
When will I get to see my smiling friends again? When will I beable to enjoy the happy days I spent with them? Why did it have to end? When did it go wrong? It's just not fair!
Please spare me the torture. All I want is to be with my friends and live past June. I did nothing wrong, nothing whereas I should have to die.
So, please, leave me alone. ….Who...? Who is trying to kill me...? Who keeps killing me!
…...You, you're the only one who understands. The only one who can reverse time and send me to a world where I can try again to defeat this Fate. I never did thank you, Hanyuu. I think of you as a useless god a lot, only when I'm stressed out the most and watching my friends suffer from the Hinamizawa Syndrome. And you don't do anything to help them. But, you can't do anything. It's not your fault and yet... I blame you...
I won't give up. I can't and shouldn't. I want to live and see my friends live and we can all be happy together. We can live through tomorrow, and the day after. Yes, that is what strives me forward. This hope.
Just wait, Fate, as Keiichi said, destiny can be easily broken! I won't surrender to you! I will keep fighting! In the hopes that I someday will outlive a certain foretold tragedy. This is it!
Hanyuu, bear with me. You all: Keiichi, Satoko, Rena, Mion, Shion, are needed to help fight with me. You too, my child hood friend. You are the last one missing that kept us from beating Fate. With you and us all together, we will win.
We will live and have a happy ending. All of us.
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