Zeros and ones. That's all Cameron ever saw when she looked in the mirror. She knew what she was. And it all came down to zeros and ones. When she looked at John she saw the friend he would be to her in the future. When Cameron looked at Sarah she saw many things, a woman, a mother, but above all a leader. Every time Cameron looked at Sarah she saw something different, which was why Cameron enjoyed watching Sarah so much more than looking in the mirror.
Zeros and ones. That's what Sarah sees when she looks at Cameron. Sarah sees beyond what Cameron is, a terminator, John's protector, and it always came down to zeros and ones. When Sarah looks in the mirror she sees her life's endless regrets and sorrows reflecting back at her. Cameron's creation and existence are easy to understand. Contemplating her own reasons for being plunges Sarah's mind into chaos. Sarah cannot explain the feeling of peacefulness she feels as she watches Cameron's face.
Her hot breath in my mouth, the sound of her gasp in my ear and all I feel is zeros and ones.
The softness of skin and the question in her eyes and all I see is zeros and ones.
The sweat slicked skin and the perfect reflection of light on her bottom lip as I bite it. Mingled moans and purposeful hands. Fingers inside pulsing warmth. And it all comes down to..
All the people that she's lost fade from Sarah's mind. Her mom, her friends, Kyle, Charlie.. All the violence and confusion that wars on in her head ceases. All her fear, pain, and guilt are forgotten. And for a few pleasurable moments Sarah can rest, staring at Cameron's face not thinking of anything but zeros and ones.