Hello again :-) I'm back with another new story, but there's something different with this one. I'm going to make this story one that involves my readers :-D Since Violet Frost suggested (very politely, I might add) that I do a Luxsoka oneshot with the song Guess We'll Never Know by Carrie Fletcher, I decided to give it a try! :-) And, if you have a request for a quick Luxsoka oneshot or songfic, leave it in a review or PM me and I will write it :-D I will keep this story going as long as people are giving me suggestions for what to write. NOTE: I only do Luxsoka. If you want me to do an Anidala or Obitine story, PM me and ask. Those are the only other two pairings that I am open to writing about. Sorry :-/

So, big thanks to my sister for being supportive and loving, big thanks to Violet Frost for the awesome suggestion, and thanks to an anonymous Guest whose review made me smile :-)

Guess We'll Never Know

What if no one ever told a lie?
And what if raindrops tasted like red wine?
And what if when I told I was fine you knew the truth?

Ahsoka Tano sat in her assigned quarters at the Jedi Temple, lost in her thoughts. Fat raindrops pounded against her window, leaving water stains on the clear and flat surface. She sighed, looking down at her bare feet. She didn't want to admit how much she missed him, but it was getting harder and harder to deny.

Why couldn't she get him out of her mind? Deep down, she knew she had to move on. She had to forget. Why didn't she tell him the truth when he had asked how she was? Maybe if she had, he wouldn't have left…

What if I read every book this planet had?
And what if you were really Spiderman?
And what if I do everything I can to win back you?

She wanted him back more than anything. She had been so stupid to let him go. She had watched him walk away, and she didn't say or do anything to stop him. He had walked right out of her life forever, and she just watched as if she was helpless to stop him. But she hadn't been helpless. She could have stopped him, and now her heart was plagued with guilt that she hadn't.

What if she had stopped him? Would he have turned around and gone back to her? Would he have kept on walking? Would he have forgiven her for her mistake?

So many 'what-ifs' were bouncing around inside of her head…

But there are so many answers that we'll never know…
And what you and I were destined for is one of those…
So I guess we'll never know…
And I won't let it show…
How much I hate it so…
I guess we'll never know…

She wanted to know what he would have done. She wanted to know how he would have reacted.

A small tear made its way down her cheek, the feeling of loss and pain growing larger and larger inside of her. The reality of him leaving hit her only after he had left, and now she had so many unanswered questions that she desperately wanted to be answered.

The problem was that only one person could give her those answers, and he was gone…

What if I became a scientist?
And what if there were TV shows we never missed?
And what if from the moment we first kissed I understood?

She thought back to their first real kiss. It had been so amazing and beautiful. The moonlight shining down upon them, the breeze bringing the smell of flowers and baking bread, and his warm embrace that had made her feel like the luckiest woman in the galaxy.

What if she had told him how magical that had felt to her? What if she had told him that she loved him more often? What if she hadn't just let him walk away?

What if…

That there are so many answers that we'll never know…
And what you and I were destined for is one of those…
So I guess we'll never know…
And I won't let it show…
How much I hate it so…
I guess we'll never know…

Several tears were now streaming down her face, staining them much like how the raindrops were staining the window. It felt like her heart had been frozen, causing the rest of her body to become cold. She leaned back on her bed, squeezing her eyes shut as her breathing slowed.

Why had she been such a fool? Why couldn't she see how she was acting?

What if she had seen how she was acting? Would things be any different…?

And everybody is saying,
That we were only playing with love…
But it don't feel that way so,
Put me out my misery…
Tell me what you were to me…

She felt so miserable without him…the thought made more tears spill from her crystal blue eyes. If she could go back in time, she would have gone after him. She would have told him how much he meant to her, and how broken she would be without him.

But she hadn't done either of those things. She had stood still, frozen in her shoes, as she watched him walk away.

She clutched her hands to her chest. "Lux…I'm so sorry…"

So I guess we'll never know…
And I won't let it show…
How much I hate it so…
I guess we'll never know…

She sighed, finding enough strength to sit up as she went over to the window. She pulled it open and leaned forward, allowing the water to splatter against her bright orange skin.

She wanted to know what could have happened. She wanted to know how things would have turned out had she gone after him.

A slow and labored breath escaped her breath as she looked out at the gray and stormy horizon, lightning flashing through the sky. She whispered softly:

"I guess I'll never know…"

I hope you guys liked it :-) Please leave a review, and don't be afraid to leave me any suggestions for the next chapter! :-D

I love all of my readers!

-AhsokaTano141516

P.S. Any of you guys seen Sharknado or Sharknado 2?