Disclaimer: Supernatural owns me, not the other way around.
Warnings: The usual: Wincest, boy love, sap, angst and I wrote this :3
Summary: Their love is an inevitable and oh-so-beautiful kind of mess.
A BEAUTIFUL KIND OF MESS
(20 words) – Pain
Dean always manages to kiss the pain away.
No matter what kind of pain, no matter what kind of kiss.
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(67 words) – Mistake
Dean shifted uncomfortably under his brothers' heavy and unrelenting gaze.
Sam was seated on the coffee table before him, clad in nothing but the rumpled grey sheet they had been recently sharing.
"I get it okay," Dean finally snapped, "it was a mistake."
Sam made a low noise in agreement before standing, "I agree," he promised, all but kissing the older man, "it should have happened sooner."
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(33 words) – Simple
It was hard for Sam not to adore his big brother, especially when Dean helps him up after saving his life with a lovers kiss and promise things will always be this simple.
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(33 words) – Slime
He knew he had it bad when Dean merely raised his eyebrow and Sam was half undressed and kissing his slime covered big brother before the last chunk of bug-demon hit the ground.
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(49 words) – Dark
It was a dark time when their father was home, filled with blood and sad and the lingering stink of demon.
But the moment he was gone again, Dean filled up the dark with kiss after kiss of intoxicating love, swearing that the monsters will never touch 'his Sammy'.
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(48 words) – Realisation
It wasn't until he was away from that world, sitting and talking with Jess in a classroom after a lecture that Sam realised; about the same time most boys started fighting over girls, Sam was slaughtering low-level demons just so he could taste his big brothers tongue again.
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(74 words) – Growing
Puberty is a mess when all you do day-after-day is get dragged into a forest as backup for a father you never see against monsters you never wanted to.
An accidental landing brings you face-to-face with your big brother and you swear you'll never taste sweeter lips then Deans – even when he punches you and makes you swear not to tell – and especially when he makes sure there's plenty more accidental landings after that.
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(16 words) – Skill
Sam never was as skilled as Dean, but at least with hunting he had a chance.
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(26 words) – Glory
Being a hunter wasn't full of fame or glory, but as Dean curled tighter around his little brother, he had to admit it had its perks.
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(32 words) – Speed
It was amazing how quickly one could undress with the promise of a naked Sam lying in the hotel bed before you. But then; Dean did have a fair amount of practice.
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(10 words) – Love
Dean came to love that 'do not disturb' door hanger.
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(58 words) – Regrets
Dean looked away from the determination in his brothers eyes, "she really meant that much to you?" he asked softly, perhaps more softly then Dean had ever spoken before.
"Of course she did," Sam snapped, unable to say 'no, she didn't. She was never anything compared to you Dean, that's why I need to fight for her now.'
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(51 words) – Whisper
It was only the ghost of a tough, a breeze, a whisper. Only the lightest brush against Deans back as Sam left the room, but it was a promise too. A promise that if Dean hurried the hell up to bed, bed have much more then a whisper of a touch.
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(36 words) – Rage
Sam was quite pleased with himself the day he thought to cool Deans sudden burst of rage with a calm kiss that turned into a very hot and fulfilling night with a few less broken objects.
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(51 words) – Pulse
He could blame it on puberty, temporary insanity or even curiosity, but as Sam situated himself in the lap of his very startled big brother and kissed the steadily speeding pulse point on the side of Deans' neck, it was the first kiss he couldn't even try to blame on accident.
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(32 words) – Romance
Sams idea of romance was beautiful and all, but he was just lucky the sight of him nude and waiting took Deans mind of the fact they needed those candles for hunting.
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(29 words) – Nurse
It was really no contest, while Sam was the only one either brother trusted with a thermometer, Dean would have to be the sexiest in a naughty nurses outfit. (1)
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(63 words) – Flirt
Sam used to hate it when Dean went off the flirt with the girls in all the bars they ended up in. Used to, until Sam happened to look up and noticed the entire time Dean was flirting with some big-breasted bimbo, his eyes were focused solely on his little brother. From then on, Sam mostly just blushed at Deans corny pick-up lines.
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(29 words) – Brave
It wasn't hard for Dean to be brave when every slain monster meant all the more love and attention from Sam when they got back to the hotel room.
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(11 words) – Promise
When Sam said 'I missed you' Dean almost exploded with relief.
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(28 words) – Pillow-talk
Sam knew whenever Dean told him he'd buy him houses and a normal life it was just pillow talk, but sometimes Dean himself wanted them to be more.
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(30 words) – Crave
For once Dean craved his fathers' angst-ridden presence and merciless attitude. When that was gone, Dean found himself just staring out the window and missing Sam so much it hurt.
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(44 words) – Love-Bite
I swear my heart stopped when Dad saw the red mark I had just finished kissing onto Sams' neck, but for once I was grateful to have a dad so damn oblivious to the difference between a hicky and the beginnings of a rash.
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(26 words) – Pet-names
Sam hated all the pet-names Dean ever came up with – but that didn't stop him blusing like crazy whenever he came up with something like 'beautiful'
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(15 words) – Tux
Seeing Dean in a tux only spurred one coherent though – that damn demon can wait.
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(32 words) – Startle
I suppose it was a good thing I was to startled by Deans presence to react. I doubt Jess would have been so easy-going if she'd been just a few moments later.
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(15 words) – Pretty
Sometimes Sam wished Dean wasn't so damn pretty, then he'd have him completely to himself.
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(29 words) – Alone
Sam stood at the window; he looked calm – like everything in his life was so easy-easy.
Inside he was breaking.
Somehow, he thought Dean would have left with him.
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(25 words) – Shame
"It's a shame…" Sam realised.
"Mmm," Dean agreed, curling protectively around his little brother, "I wish I could tell people just how lucky I am."
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(33 words) – Goofy
If Sam was awake, he had no doubt he'd get punched in the face for the goofy grin that spread over his face at the sight of Sam fast asleep in his arms.
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(1) - to be honest, I prefer Nurse!Sam, but I have to write for the masses, lol.