Author's Notes : Hi everybody ! :D This first chapter is written by me, TamakiCat :D ! Yeahhhh ! ^^ :P Spock is a little bit .... freaky in this chapter. :S I don't know ... I've had this urge to do something with a "mean" Spock for about a week sooo xD ... it comes from there :P! LOL ;) Hope you like this !

P.S : Spock isn't and has NEVER gone out with Uruha in our story ! :O So please, keep this in mind for a further reading. ^^

Disclaimer : I own nothing of it but the starting idea of this fan fiction, the idea of this first chapter, the idea for the fan fiction's title, the idea of writing this fan fiction, my love for them ( SPOOOCKKKK I LOVE YOU !!!! :D (L) Hum, okay then... Kirk, I love you too :). LOl. ), my representation of Spock and my writing style. Everything else belongs to Gene Roddenberry and those awesome actors :) ( LOVE YOU ZACH :D !!! ... You're nice too, Chris ^^ Lol. )

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All For You

Chapter 1. Inhuman

Spock was walking down the corridors at a somewhat fast pace. He had an even more serious expression than usual. It was worse than ever. He was in a bad mood and that was easy to see for everyone. Spock had overheard a conversation between two new crewmen who talked about him and how disgusting it was that he was half-human because he ashamed them for being this much of a stuck-up with no emotions. They had met him a couple of times, hence why they discussed of it. Spock just didn't take it and, rageously, he walked away. This morning hadn't been a sweet time for him and it simply added up to the fact that he wan't feeling right this week for an unknown reason, most of the times it worsened when he was around Jim, so he was as frustrated as he'd never been.

He thought about what those two guys had said earlier while being on his way to the deck room. He raged all the way there because all he had heard against himself had shocked him but he just concealed it for if he didn't, then, he would be showing emotions and Vulcans weren't allowed that.

He had no emotions, or so he tried. Yes. He was inhuman and he knew it. Even though he was half-human,half-vulcan, he truely belonged with the Vulcans for he tried his best to not have any emotion at all, unlike those stupid humans who were so full of it and ...

Jim appeared in his head, smiling and waving him hello. Jim was, in fact, one of the most emotional humans he had ever met. And Spock hated it.

... he thought it was just plain disgusting.

Maybe those two crewmen were right.

Suddenly an urge to punch one of the pipes he was passing by stroke him but he restrained himself for it would not appear well. He had bitten his lips in order to do so. He could now feel the bitter taste of iron and the sensation of lousiness invade his mouth even though he didn't go as far as it'd take to get to the blood.

It had been about four months since the Romulan incident and even though he worked with him as his second officer each day since then, he still didn't like Jim, or so he thought, for he was Jim; simply too human. He hated humans. Even if hate was an emotion, he still felt it and didn't care about concealing it.

He raged again. Mentally.

After ten minutes of walking at almost the speed of light through many corridors of the starship, he arrived in front of the deck room's sliding door.

He took a mental breath of confidence and stepped inside the room.

He was still feeling awful such as all this week and his frustration hadn't gone away. He hoped the captain wouldn't even try to read his face.

Kirk had turned round quickly as Spock entered. Spock didn't know how Jim had even been alarmed this fast of his presence but he thought it was maybe due to the atmosphere that had been emanating from him for the past week and that had, if that was even possible, worsened today.

So, with a stern expression and a voice he tried to not let get shakey, he said : "Good morning, Captain. What is there that I need to do in order to assist you today ?"

He was still fighting his emotions and, somehow, he hoped that didn't show.