*Thoughts*
By AniSky
When you change,
can you change back?
Or do you go over
the edge once you crack?
Now that I kill,
Will I ever be the same?
Or will I still play
a deadly killing game?
When the war is all over,
No reason to kill,
When I don't have to,
will I do it still?
Can I go back to normal,
After this terrible war?
Can I still change back into
the person I was before?
Will I forever be
just a person, just to kill?
Never thinking peaceful thoughts,
Death be my only will?
Will I keep on losing,
The feelings that I had,
Will I become indifferent,
Not caring if I'm bad?
Will I lose the things,
That make myself be me,
Will the feelings drain away,
Inside, my thoughts shall be,
Just of death, that is all,
Feelings being nothing more,
Then of killing, without cause,
No feelings from before?
Will I ever be at peace,
After this dreadful war,
Will I change so by the end,
I'll be evil to the core?