Set after season 3 in the airship headed towards ba sing sei..makorra angst and smut
Korra felt her heart break just a little bit as she watched Mako walk away, she couldn't believe he had refused her invitation to accompany them to ba sing sei in search for new air benders she knew she had lost him as a boyfriend but she hoped she wouldn't lose him as a member of team avatar. When she saw him walking back towards the airship with Bolin she was a little relieved that at least he decided he would still part of team but a part of her was more than hurt and a little angry he had refused her invitation after harmonic convergence he had promised to still be friends and to still be here for her yet it seemed all he did was try everything to stay away from her from everybody actually. She watched as he boarded the air without saying anything to her, his eyes meeting hers for a brief second before walking inside. He stood quietly looking ohe window hands on that railing staring at the retreating view of Republic Ci
" so you decided to come after all huh cool guy" she said walking up to him standing a little too close to him for his liking her hand touching his on the railing.
" Bolin needed me" he said a little flushed at their proximity this was the closest he had been to her since their break up. He quickly moved away faintly noticing the hurt look in her face as he broke their contact.
"Ok well im still glad your here team avatar wouldnt be the same without you" korra said giving him a sad smile walking away from him before he had a chance to respond.
"She was angry at him she didnt understand how could he act like that after everything that had happened between then, he had acted like she had burned him when she touched him, he was being completely ridiculous and it really was starting to drive her crazy she needed to go get settled and blow off some steam before she blew up at him in front of everybody, but she was def gonna confront him about his distant and quite frankly insulting decided she would confront him later privately and not make the situation more awkward withing the group.
" He hated being this way but he just couldn't be close to her he still loved her and regretted letting things get like this but his feelings were really raw still and he still wanted her, he wanted her to be his. He knew she was bigger than him bigger than all them as the avatar she belonged to the world but a selfish part of him wanted her all to himself in more ways than one. But those were all hopes and secret fantasies at this point because he had messed all of that up first by telling on her to president and breaking up with her when she had reacted then by getting sorta kind of back with Asami, a fact he had yet to confess to her afraid to make to hurt her even more. He knew he had hurt the green eyed beauty deeply as well but things were different with Korra they had shared a deeper connection emotionally and physically. Just a week before their break up Korra and him had made love, it had started out as a typical night of them hanging out that quickly turned into a heated make out session to clothes being removed to her laying naked under him, him inside her taking her for the first time. It was the first time he had been with a woman and being somebody he loved made the experience that much more special to him he couldn't get that image out his head every time he saw her the way she had moaned his named how good she looked to him with her beautiful naked body laid out on his bed inviting him to make her his, the way her blue eyes looked at his with love and hope for a future a future of them together were imprinted in his brain day and night. But that future was over and he needed to accept that so being around her def didn't help and her nonchalance attitude made him angry with her. How can she just be just friends with him after what they had shared he could barely look her in the eyes without getting flushed with thoughts of that night and she acted as tho nothing had ever happened. Like he could just be her friend be by her side and travel the world with her, watch her risk her life and show him how easy she was able to move on so quickly.
When he walked in his room he was surprised at how big and nice it was the bed a size made for two this was definitely a luxury future industries creation very top of the line, after settling in he decided to make use of the built in shower in the room. He was in his towel still when he heard a knock at his door he quickly put his thin pajama pants on, his hair wet and stuck to his face and opened the door thinking it was Bolin. But He was surprised to see a pair of blue eyes staring back at him instead.
" Korra " he said " what are you doing here" his voice raising a little bit his ears red when he realized how little clothes he on.
She was also in her sleeping clothes that clung a little to tight to her, showing off her womanly curves without trying. Her hair pins hanging loosely on her hair it was obvious she had made use of her shower as well making her look wild and exotically beautiful like goddess and in many ways that was what she was ,a god amongst them. He stared at her without blinking trying to keep his eyes on her face not her body but even the look of her ocean blue eyes put him in a trance.
" I wanted to talk to you" she said her cheeks red from seeing his open chest all sinewy and manly again seeing him this way was sending all kinds of sparks thru her body she suddenly felt this might not be a good idea "but I see this a bad time I'll come back another time" she said yet not moving at all she was already there and couldn't get her feet to walk away.
"Her words taking him out his trance, he quickly recovered /span " no, its not a bad a time we can talk now" he said quickly grabbing his this white undershirt and putting it on motioning for her to come in, she stepped in his room looking around standing close to the door quietly.
" so what's up" he said trying to sound unbothered by her presence, it was pretty late and her being in his room this late unnerved him more thayou tell me?" She said accusingly throwing him off guard by her change of attitude.
"I don't know what your talking about" he replied keeping his voice even. he had an idea what she was talking about but he was not ready to have this talk with her.
" why are you treating me like stranger huh you've been avoiding me and when you do see me you so official around me like I'm jar the avatar not a real person you actually know!" she continued rambling on suddenly becoming very angry with him.
"I know things have been awkward since our break up but its been a whole month! you promised me nothing would change yet everything has changed" her voice raising a bit her emotions getting the best of her.
" ive been busy!" He yelled at back " what did you want me to do stay by your side like the avatars devoted follower I have a job you know and my own life" her mouth opened wide at his statement.
"thats bullshit and you know it, you had a job before we broke up" she said pointing her fingers in his chest " you big jerbender just tell me the truth"
" Look I'm sorry for my attitude but everything has changed Korra" mako said turning his back to her rubbing his hands thru his hair he didn't want to argue with her he wanted to be close to her but everything seem so hard for them
" what did you expect huh that I could just go back like we hadn't….." He trailed off not wanting to say it out loud turning back towards her giving her a sad look before looking down trying to hide his blush.
" well yeah I kinda did" she said her attitude becoming sad again after seeing his face " we were friends before that and your not acting this way towards Asami so its just me and I'm really sick of it."
" its different Korra" he said feeling a little guilty when he heard her bringing Asami's name he hated he put those insecurities in her by his confusing behavior towards both women " your different"
" how huh" she said her voice raising once again " I know I'm not as pretty as her and well mannered but we dated for six months mako didn't that mean anything to you!" She said her words having a double meaning.
" of course it did!" he yelled at her "uggghh damn it korra of course it meant something to me, I love you" he said quickly his own eyes widening a bit at his choice of words but glad he had put it out there.
"If you love me why are you acting like I don't exist anymore then " she said the anger dying down " is it because of Asami?"
"no of course not" he replied quickly the guilty feeling back in his chest " there is nothing going on between her and i" he said grabbing her by her shoulder he needed to tell her the truth and let her know it was mistake what had happened between him and Asami " look Asami and I…."
" I know about you and her mako" she said cutting him off " she told me everything that happened between you guys when I was gone"
His hands dropped from her sides his head down, running his hands across his face in frustration, maybe he wasnt as ready as he thought to talk about this.
"its not what you think OK" he said his eyes staring at the floor " I was alone after our break up it was a big mistake that never should have happened"
"then why huh" she said her voice cracking feeling her walls tumbling down she didn't want to seem this weak but she was tired of pretending she was okay that she didn't let a stupid jerbender boy get her like this she was the avatar she needed to be stronger but the truth was she was also an 18 year girl in lev and heart broken " why can't things just go back to normal for us, even if its not a love relationship I just still need you ok" he looked back at her surprised to see tears falling down her eyes.
"Its not that easy" he said putting his arms around her, his eyes stinging from seeing her like this.
" I love you korra its hard for me to forget that" he confessed his face buried in her hair spelling the fresh smell of fruity hair wash on her.
" I love you too mako" she said pressing her wet face into his shoulder feeling his warm body this close to her again bringing back memories of their time together, she missed him so much it hurt. " I just don't want to lose you as a friend too." He pulled back from their embrace their eyes meeting once again the mood suddenly changing between them feeling much more personal like it diHe had no words to convey his emotions anymore so he kissed her, softly at first he felt her body stiff for a second then she greedily pulled his tongue into her mouth deepening the kiss. His body felt like it was floating all his emotions for her rushing like a current again being this close to her kissing her again the taste of her intoxicating him like never before he quickly took control pressing her against him their hips meeting harshly she rolled her hips onto him making him moan into her mouth, then he felt her hand press against his bulge over his pants her sudden action quickly bringing him back to reality.
" we should stop" he said breaking the kiss pressing his forehead against her, her lower body still attached to him, his hard member stiffly pressing into her thighs.
" yeah we should" she said her eyes closed her bottom half tingling from the feel of his hard on pressed up against her like that, neither of them made a move despite their words. She pressed into him a little harder bringing her leg up just a little trying to relieve some of the tension. Rubbing her wet heat directly on his hard dick making him moan again
" Korra.." He whispered pushing his hips into her, his face buried in her neck." if we don't stop I won't be able to control myself" his breathing hard against her.
Instead of replying she rolled her hips again throwing him off balance into the bed her body flushed on top of him. She was far to gone at this point her womanhood throbbing she needed him and she couldnt see past her selfish needs right she knew this shouldnt be happening between them but she had missed him ever since that first night they made love she couldn't get him out of her head the way he felt inside her was a feeling she wanted again more than anything. She looked into his amber eyes seeing lust and need and little bit of sadness, she couldnt stop she needed him, she quickly removed her shirt her bra coming off along with her shirt and pressed her naked top half into him her lips crashing into him again, all sense of control going out the window maybe after they could be just friends but right now she needed him as a lover./p.
part two part two will be the smut scene