Aurther Note-This is my first Sailor moon Fic, so please be gentle. And This is a Seiya and Usagi romantic fic, so fair warning! Please review and tell me how I did! And thanks for giving it a shot!

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Ever Changing Destiny

Keela1221

Summery-Usagi is torn between what she should do and what she wants to do. Luckily Seiya is there to help her figure it out. She wanted him like she wanted sweets, her destiny prevents it. How can she over come responsibilities and have her happily ever after.

Chapter 1

Realizing Truth

Usagi sat staring at the moon from her bedroom window. With her head resting on her knees it gave the moon a slightly tilted view, which matched her feelings. Three months and she still hasn't heard from Mamo-chan. It was beginning to wear on her three months of letters were still unanswered. She called his apartment once a month ago and was hung up on, but not before she heard a grunt and a woman moaning his name. Since then she hasn't been brave enough to try again. Her heart could only take so much before there were no more pieces to break.

What about their future? Chibi-Usa? Crystal Tokyo? Was she supposed to just let him be unfaithful? Ignore the fact that all her trust in him is gone? Usagi wiped a tear away. Chibi-Usa was their daughter! That was the most anguishing part of all of this. She knew Chibi-Usa, she wasn't just some distant stranger, and she was very real and very alive. How could he doom her to never existing? Chibi-Usa had been with them for months, they had loved her! Building the parent-bond with the person she was developing into. Usagi wiped another tear away. She knew these thoughts would get her nowhere but her mind is in snarls trying to make sense of everything. How? How could Mamo-chan do that? He was supposed to be a guarantee! Their love spanned millennia! When their future was revealed to them it like a fairytale, the prince and princess forever in love and fighting evil.

But since he was with someone else that means that she is lacking something. How long had it been going on? She was probably smart and beautiful and well mannered and mature. And all kinds of things Usagi wasn't. Was it because she wouldn't let him hold her...that way? She wanted to save it till the perfect moment, not 'you're leaving lemme give it to you'. He seemed so understanding about it! He said that she was right it should be special not given away on a whim.

On top of that it's getting harder to pretend that nothing is wrong. At first it was almost easy, stick her head in the sand and she can't see that her entire future was falling down around her. But now even the sand isn't enough to deny what's happening, at some point she knows she has to put her big girl panties on and deal. And then there was Seiya. Oh, Seiya, even thinking his name made her heart beat a little faster. He was sweet and kind and funny and made her forget her problems for a while. His presence was like a blanket, it kept her safe and warm, protecting her from herself and he continually offered her everything she wanted, it was getting harder to say no. To hide behind the excuse of her relationship….what was left of it anyway.

"Usagi-chan! It's getting late you'll be late to school again tomorrow!" Luna shouted, when she looked at Usagi's face she took a step back. It was full of sorrow and longing.

"Hai Hai Luna" Usagi untangled herself and plopped down on her bed, the star and bunny blanket giving her a much needed dose of normalcy.

"Chibi Chibi?"

"Come on you too, Chibi Chibi" Usagi tucked the small girl in beside her, curling her larger body protectively around the smaller one.

As she falls asleep she hopes that she won't have that dream again…

Usagi looks walks to the railing of the balcony looking at everything her, Mamo-chan and the Sailor Senshi built. It took years sweat and blood and tears but they did it! Crystal Tokyo! Their reward after all the fighting and all the hardships they faced was finally here. Usagi breathed in the smell of the garden below her; she smiled and waved at Sailor Mars and Jupiter as they walked around the grounds of the courtyard. Sailor Mercury was sitting under a Cherry Blossom tree reading and Venus was somewhere in the palace. Her friends were all happy and everything was perfect.

"Mama! Mama!"

Serenity turned and opened her arms for her daughter to run into. Before Chibi-Usa reached her she stopped, tilting her head she looked at Usagi.

"Chibi-Usa? What's the matter?" Usagi asked letting her arms fall to her side.

"Mama…..help…" Chibi-Usa started fading as Usagi ran to her.

"Chibi-Usa! NO! no no no. Don't go!" Usagi held her daughter close sobbing Why? Everything was fine.

"Mama…" Chibi-Usa's eyes closed as her body disappeared.

"CHIBI-USA!" There was a resounding crack and the Castle shook.

"What…What is happening?" The very ground beneath her feet began to fall. Her impact on the ground rattled her teeth, dazing her, hearing the groaning and cracking she sat up and watched in growing horror as the not only the balcony but the entire castle began to crumble before her eyes.

"NO No nonono our future! What is happening?" Usagi curled up sobbing. Everything was gone, her daughter, her husband, her friends, their kingdom. Out of the dust walked a woman with a long staff.

"Sailor Pluto! What's happening? I don't understand!" Usagi threw herself at Pluto.

"This future is no more."

"What? How can that be?"

"The future is always changing, evolving, nothing is a certainty. The only definite in Time is the past, the future changes as you do." Pluto replied

Usagi jerked upright in bed dislodging Luna and Chibi Chibi. Tears continued to stream down her face as the remains of the dream replayed in her mind. Usagi resolved to talk to Setsuna-san in the morning. She thought of Seiya until the tears dried and she fell asleep.

"Setsuna-mama, is everything ok?" Hotaru inquired in her gentle way.

"The future is unclear…Crystal Tokyo is gone, but no other path has been revealed yet. It worries me."

Hotaru smiled, "It will be fine Setsuna-mama. Usagi-chan just doesn't know what to do yet." Setsuna smiled at the young girl.

Ding Dong. Hotaru ran to the door "Hi, Usagi-chan"

"Hi, Hotaru-chan is Setsuna-san home? Ah, Setsuna-san please, I need to talk to you."

"Of course Usagi-chan, I'll make some tea. Hotaru please go do your homework. Michiru and Haruka are out right now so we'll have privacy."

"Now, what did you want to talk about? Don't worry what is said here will stay between you and me." Setsuna-san smiled warmly. And the floodgates opened. Usagi told her everything about the dream and the phone call. She kept her growing feelings for Seiya to herself however.

"Usagi, the future is almost like a maze, with multiple goals. Each choice you make in your present will bring you closer to or take you away from one or many of those goals; it's not written in stone. Crystal Tokyo was just the highest probability for your future at the time. It was your future then, that however doesn't necessarily hold true for always. Your destiny has yet to fully mature, give it time. As for Small Lady, she is your daughter, the Small Lady you met will be different from the daughter you will have, but she isn't erased. She might just have a different father. I suggest you actually talk to Mamoru-san and go from there. Take it one day at a time. I think that covers everything." Setsuna smiled at the girl before her.

"Thank you, Setsuna-san, I feel so much better about things. Thank You. I have to go home, now but bye and thanks."

Usagi left feeling lighter than she had in months. None of her problems went away; she just felt a little better equipped to deal with them all. She had to talk to Mamo-chan…and there went her good mood. Her feelings for him have changed, she loves him, at least the old him, but not like she used to. With the distance and his unresponsiveness toward her letters and of course the damn phone call. Her heartbreak slowly began to overshadow her love. Seiya helped that along too, He was there offering everything, He was fun and exciting, He understood her better. He never made her feel immature or inadequate. Usagi shook her head and began to plan what she would say to Mamo-chan.

Seiya sighed; he couldn't concentrate on his music at all. Yatan and Taiki were riding him about being a love sick idiot. All the lyrics he wrote came out sounding like a bitter love letter. He couldn't help that they didn't see what he saw. How she was beautiful, and honest and true and bright. They didn't notice how everyday her eyes got a little bit dimmer and her smiles a little faker. He noticed because he paid far too much attention to every detail concerning her that he couldn't not notice. And he placed the blame solely on her stupid, leaving, over-seas boyfriend. Seiya clenched his fist as he thought of her Mamo-chan what an idiot! He had everything! He had HER, and he just left, moseyed off like it wasn't anything. Like she wasn't anything! Seiya sighed feeling completely dejected. Who was the moron here the one that had her and left or the one next to her and couldn't touch her. He closed his eyes as he felt the burn of tears.

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