After Goddess. I do not own Starcrossed

There will be sex later in this story. That is why I have rated it M.

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Chapter 1

It was in the middle of class and the teacher was saying something but I wasn't listening. I didn't even know what class it was. I was too busy staring. Staring at the guy a few rows up by the window. The sun streaming in illuminated him in such a glorious light. His black hair, slightly wavy, was shining and his piercing sapphire blue eyes were fixed at the front of the classroom. He was incredibly distracting. So gorgeous. Lucas Delos. My boyfriend.

He lifted his pen to his mouth and bit lightly on the cap.

Sigh.

How did I get so lucky?

Hearing my quiet sigh with his super hearing, he looked back at me, pen still caught between his straight white teeth. When he saw me staring at him with a dazed look on my face, one side of his lips curled up in that extremely sexy smirk of his that I loved and he winked at me. I melted and blushed in a way I was sure was so not attractive, yet when he saw my reaction the pen left his mouth and he smiled his beautiful smile at me. I melted a little more at the sight. I was pretty sure I was just a puddle of goo on the floor at this point.

Gods this was ridiculous. I was ridiculous but I couldn't help it. I was so in love with my hot, gorgeous and ridiculously sexy boyfriend.

He was beautiful, but I new he didn't like me calling him that. Whatever.

Lucas turned back to the teacher with one last heart racing smile.

I noticed that several of the other girls in class were also staring at him. That snapped me out of my daze and shaking my head I started listening to what the teacher was saying.

I knew that people were always staring at him. But they didn't know him like I did. That there was so much more to him than how he looks and that he was the captain of the football team. They didn't know how kind and loving he was. They didn't know him.

Reminding myself of that made me feel better. I didn't doubt his devotion to me. I knew he loved me but sometimes I got insecure. I knew that I was beautiful- Lucas made sure I knew that- it was just that there were girls at our school who were gorgeous and flirty whilst I was shy and hid my face behind my hair. I was sure some of those girls would be willing to do things with him...physical things. They would let him touch them without their clothes on, and they would be able to give him sex.

No. I interrupted my thoughts before they got any further.

He loves you, I reminded myself.

I tried to get the thoughts out of my head but I couldn't help feeling insecure.

Lucas and I had been together for a little more than four months now and we hadn't had sex. We hadn't talked about it either. I figured that he probably wanted to do it but he had never pushed or pressured me.

Really all we had done was kiss. When we made out he usually had his hands in my hair or on my waist but nothing more than that.

I was abruptly brought out of my thoughts by the bell, signaling the end of class and for me the end of the school day. I stood up with my things and started making my way towards the door. When I saw Lucas standing just inside the door waiting for me, I decided to try to talk to him about sex today when we got to my house.