Not your average Renesmee and Jacob love story. This story contains abuse, bad language, some lemons, and so much more.

OOC especially for Jacob

All Human, hopefully I gave you enough information to how old everyone is.

Please Review if you want me to continue. If not, then I won't continue this story. Also, I'm thinking of having an author to co-write this story with me. EdwardLovesBella02.

My other story, 'The Rebellious Life of Renesmee' is totally different from this story and its still in the works.

A/N: This is not the present, Renesmee is looking back, and thinking about how her life has been the past few months.

It's been two years since Jake and I started dating. We had met at a La Push party and suddenly just clicked with each other. My parents Bella and Edward weren't so sure if I should start dating since I was barely 14 and because he was going to a different school. The only main reason why they agreed to let us to start dating was because Grandpa Charlie knew his dad. Also, because they couldn't say no to their only daughter. Sometimes being an only child makes me feel left out, lonely, and nobody to look after.

Jacob is the youngest of three, or should I say two since his sisters, Rebecca and Rachel, are twins. Rebecca was somewhere married and Rachel was dating Paul. Now that Jake graduated high school and is now in college, we began to see each other even more since he wasn't at school everyday like in highschool. At times, he would sneak into my house late at night because I still had curfew. Being around him, made me feel grown up and rebellious. Yet, never did I curse, talk back, or get into a fight with anyone. Every time he came through my window we would spend hours making out. Not once did we get caught.

My parents and grandparents are known to be the richest family in Forks, mainly because of my grandfather Carlisle who works as a doctor. My mother, Bella Cullen gave birth to me when she was 16 to my father who was 17 at the time. They always told me it was love at first sight. From the moment they met they wanted to be together forever, and now here they are.

My father's sister, aunt Alice is married to Jasper Hale and they have two kids together. The oldest, Lynette, is barely seventeen while the second daughter as a year younger than me, who is Mary.

Then, there's Uncle Emmett, my dad's brother, he is married to Rosalie, one of the most beautiful women you will ever see. They have four kids; Fraternal twins Jason and Jocelyn who are 18, then Michael who is the same age as I am, and Kathleen who is 15.

One night, Jake picked me up from cheerleading practice, and went straight to his house. My parents were out of town visiting my grandmother, Renee in Jacksonville, Florida. Finally, letting me and Jake have our alone time. We made out on his bed, feeling him massaging my breasts under my shirt as I rubbed his private area with my small hand, still kissing each other passionately. He whispered something in my ear but I didn't hear him. Feeling him kiss my neck and sliding his hand up my inner thigh, picking my skirt a little. I gasped. I couldn't wait any longer.

"Jake, I want you to—" I bit my lip not wanting to say it.

"Want me to what?" He asking looking up at me.

"I'm done waiting." I told him. He watched me to see if I was serious. I nodded for him to do it.

"Are you sure, there's only one first time."

"I'm ready." I grabbed his hand and made him touched my wet core through my underwear. He pushed aside the fabric of the undergarment, putting his fingers in me. I moaned.

"Damn it, Nessie. Your so wet and hot." He told me. Jake started to pump his fingers in me, moving it in a circular motion, under my underwear.

"This is in my way." He then took my underwear off, leaving me with my skirt on this his fingers replacing where my underwear had been, moments ago. Throwing my panties over his shoulder, he started kissing me roughly. While kissing him, I ran my fingers down his shirt and picking up his shirt. He stood up on his knees, taking off his shirt, I got up, and went after his pants. Quickly unbuttoning them and undoing his pants, pulling his boxers down with it. Grabbing his member in both my hands and put it all in my mouth. Well most of it. It tasted weird but I wanted to turn him on, and please him. First, I teased the tip part with my tongue, then putting more into my mouth swirling my tongue around it, taking it all in my mouth. Feeling the head hit the back of my throat, I started moving my head up and down slowly picking up my pace. Jake's hand griped my head, moving with my rhythm I was giving him, him silently begging me to go faster.

He moaned. I grinned my teeth against him, and heard him curse out loud, asking for more. When I felt the liquid coming inside my mouth, he grabbed me roughly away from him, throwing me back to the bed. He pulled off my skirt in a swift motion and suddenly his lips were on my privacy. Sticking his tongue inside me caused me to jump up in shock, it tickled. Using his skilled tongue, licking me off, feeling his teeth made me want more. He grabbed my hips firmly with both hands as to steady me after I jumped in surprise from his tongue in me.

I took off my blouse and bra while he did me with his tongue roughly, while he kept doing it, I massaged my breasts with one hand, and had my other hand tangled in his hair. He stopped, looking up at me, licking his lips, moving my hand away from my breasts and he started rolling my nipple around with his forefinger and thumb. The bud instantly hardening. Without warning, he slammed into me hard. It hurt so much, but I didn't want him to know so I bit my lip holding in the scream. As he slowly went in and out, his member rubbing against the slightly sensitive area of my innocence that had been broken through, I put it my index finger in my mouth preventing me from screaming in pain. Gradually he went faster, pushing it all the way in and sliding it out of me. I brought my chest up off the bed from so much pressure, and he pushed my body down and rubbing his thumb with his manhood inside me.

"More." I moaned as the pain started to subside with the pleasure over riding the previous pain. He gave me more, picking me up with his strong arms making me sit right on top of his throbbing manhood. Wrapping my legs tightly around him, seeing that he had his pants all the way off already. I put one arm around over his shoulder, and the other on his leg behind me which my butt was on. Jake gripped my butt tightly, and then slapped it as he moved me up and down hitting my sweet spot.

"Harder, Jake." The feeling of him hitting my sweet spot made me bounce up and down on him harder than he could thrust.

"Oh, yes. Nessie! Right there, baby." He groaned, and grunted for me to give him my hardest.

I pulled him over me, making him get back on me. Then turned him over where I was now on top of him. Playfully sucking on his neck, while I moved my body up and down, riding him slowly at first. Putting my hands on his chest for support, bouncing up and down on him, as his hands on my hips guiding my movements. I clench my walls around him tightly squeezing him, and forming around him.

"Fuck!" He cursed out loud. "Too tight, Ness—" He groaned. "I'm going to come."

"Come for me Jake, come baby, come." I chanted while I bouncing up and down his member nonstop, moving my hips into him, making circles. Our pleasures crashed against each other as we both exploded into our orgasms. Stopping, he pulled me down next to him on his bed, grabbing my face tightly, a little too tightly.

"I better be the only person to ever fuck you, Nessie. You are mine." He stated strongly.

"Jake, yes, I'm yours." I told him.

"That's right, I own you now. You need to stop being sexy around any one but me, and I better not see any of those football players checking you out."

"Jake…I'm not trying to look sexy, and I cant really help if other people think that about me." I was surprised he thought I was sexy.

Just seconds after, he slapped me on my face. Causing me to cry, "Why did you slap me, Jake?" I said shocked. Salty tears streaming down over my nose onto his arm and the pillow below it.

"I'm sorry, Nessie. It was an accident.... I......I ...I am so sorry, Please.. I love you. I didn't mean to do it." He held me in his arms. His hand brought my chin up to look at him, "Do you forgive me? I love you Ness." His eyes deep and full of emotion.

"Yeah, Yes... of course, I love you too, Jake, I love you so much." I pressed my swollen lips to his mouth and kissed him passionately.

I have this story all planned out. It's actually from my original story that I personally wrote, but slightly different.

Again Please Review if you want me to continue.