OK so I own nothing. oh how I wish I did. this has been swiming around in my head and refused to drown so here is it.
FYI words in Italics are from the book itself
please be kind R&R
He was leaving that part i already figured and i had been mentally packing my bags for the last few days but the next word to cross his lips felt like a train had thundered through my chest and ripped put my heart
Bella, I don't want you to come with me.
Iwas stunned
I promise that this will be the last time you'll see me. I won't come back. I won't put you through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any more interference from me. It will be as if I'd never existed.
Don't do this to me.
You're not good for me, Bella.
So? Your not exactly good for me either, Doesn't mean we should just give up. Tell me you don't love me!
Of course, I'll always love you… in a way. But what happened the other night made me realize that it's time for a change. Because I'm… tired of pretending to be something I'm not, Bella. I am not human
Good I'm tired of it too, I hate that people think it's only a crush, you are my soul, you can't undone what you've done to me If you don't love me then fine you don't have to leave. You can't leave me. I need Alice; she is my sister, my best friend. I need Emmett he is my bear, my confident, I need Jasper, my heart and souls, my brother. So you can still live here, just don't go to school. Travelling is nothing for a vampire so you have to run a few extra miles so what?
'Don't leave me alone like this. Edward', I cried, 'you can't just leave me,' I screamed. With shaky legs, ignoring the fact that my action was useless, I followed him into the forest. The evidence of his path had disappeared instantly. There were no footprints, the leaves were still again, but I walked forward without thinking.' I promise you I will never forget' I yelled to the forest knowing that he could hear me. 'Come back don't leave me like this.' I could not do anything else. I had to keep moving. If I stopped looking for him, it was over. Love, life, meaning… over. For what was life without my family?
How could they leave me? When Edward had brought me to his family my heart had expanded, just because he decided to leave they didn't all have to, I could have survived if Edward had told me he didn't...couldn't love me but to lose my family and my love in less than a week tore my heart still beating from chest, the pain poured ever my soul like acid. He would become poison to my body and I withered away that night. But I would grow back stronger, I vowed, this time I would be made of steel not flesh.