I look at you and see you as you smile at Lucy. The sweet melody of Cover Girl plays. I take a glance at Camille as she grins a wide smile.I couldnt help but give her a grin. I think how the day went. I know i was only upset at Camille because I was hurt by how she broke up with me and found someone less than a 1 minute. That I just find cruel,what have I done to her that mad her think of doing something like there was the Robot I the Internet Dating. But I know I would only be truly happy, if I was with you.I glance out of my daydream and realize the song was ending.I take a quick look at you and saw what you could not.I saw that you were falling for her and that she was falling for you.
I felt a burn in my was my heart in pain,oh how it clings for around me felt stuffed,as if the walls were closing in, Its a surprised that i was able to still sing throughout the song.
The pain is what makes me think of moving on from you. The pain I feel hurts. Everything feels as if everything is wrong, Like everything is out of because of you, When you give me a smile my knees go weak, When you put your arm around my shoulder my face gets heated and i focus on trying not to stutter. Every little touch or look gives me butterflies. I know why i fell for you, It was because of how you are. Your nice, funny and you would do anything for you family and friends. Which makes it harder for me to not love you.
Would it be just easy as drinking wine to forget whats going on, even just for a short time.
I stop thinking and singing as the song ends. Seeing from the corner of my eye as you both give each other a look. A look of love that makes me feel as if theres a strong force pushing against my chest, heart clinging, and wishes of hoping that someday you would be mine. But I know that that will never hapen for you are straight and you would want to grow up coming home from work to a wife and children. Something I wont be able to give you. Yup,I'm Logan Mitchell and I'm in love with my best friend Kendall Knight. Who may be in love with Lucy. Just Great it Jo all over again.
But if she makes you happy then I wont do anything but just stand in the shadows because Kendall, I cant say goodbye to you because I know it will hurt me even more if I even try to stop loving you.I realize while I was in my thoughts, that i had gotten of of stage,along with the rest, and now sitting next to Camille as she talks to me. Again in the corner of my eye I see you and Lucy. I ran with the guys to Gustavo as he was about to blow from looking at the bill. Trying to calm him down.
I look up to see Kendall give me a quick smile as he fanned Gustavo. Which made my heart flutter.
Yep im gonna need some wine.
AN: Alicia: ok Guys i know that this was short but HEY its the first story I've done in a while, so yeah I hoped you liked it
oh yeah PLEASE LEAVE A REVIEW, If you would be so kind. Again SO sorry that it was short
~Alicia Roth OUT