"I'm sorry" The words that i need, the only thing i hear.
I already know about it, actually I'm already expecting it but hearing those words and believing it was not easy.
She's gone. She left me
The nurses even the doctors look at me with a pity and worrying faces. They can't even find a words to comfort me. I wanted to cry but I didn't because I know she doesn't want me to get sad. So I bear all the pain and forlorn even it breaks my heart.
Mommy is gone. Her battle against her sickness is already done. I should be happy for her because her suffering has already been ended.
I sit In the corner as I close my eyes and hum my favorite song our favorite song.
We used to sing it when we were about to sleep or if she wants to cheer me up. Now this is the first time that I'm going to sing it alone….
In time I will show youI'm not leavingthat I will wait right here for your loveGod knows, what we are made ofGod knows, what we're afraid ofand if you cry, i will comfort youI will save youI will sacrifice my lifeI will love youfor who you are not who you used to beIn time I will show you I'm still believingGod knows, that if you call, I would come to youI will save youI will sacrifice my lifeI will love youno matter where you are I'll be with youno matter who you are I'll be with youno matter where you are I'll protect youno matter who you are I will love you
"I LOVE YOU"
I heard a soft voice behind me as I hum. I know its her I know deep inside my heart it's her.
Saying her last goodbye.
Ring…. Ring… Ring…
The sound of the alarm clock woke her up.
"oh my gosh! I'm already late. Naru will scold at me again. Geez.. "
Before she left her small apartment she glance at the picture frame on the side table and smile.
"Happy birthday mommy. Don't worry about me.. I Love you… "
She locked the door and dashesto her feet.
"I LOVE YOU TOO SWEETHEART…"
My first fic. :)