D/c: I don't own the Covenant boys.
W: Eating disorder.
Could be any of the boys, (or the girls, I guess), although I pictured it as Reid. If anyone thinks it should be a specific person, I'd like to make a story from it. Oneshot maybe?
Enjoy.
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Control.
Control is putting back the sandwich. You don't need it.
Control is choosing sleep over breakfast. You're not hungry anyway.
Control is dragging yourself from bed to the gym, you may as well be productive.
Control is pushing past the pain, past the weakness.
Control is making muscle.
Control is knowing which parts of your body need work, and doing something about it.
Control is watching the fat drip off of you as days pass.
Control is knowing that you must keep going. There is more to fix.
Control is knowing that you are getting closer to perfect every day.
Every time you pass on the snacks.
Every time your arms tremble, but you keep working out.
Every time your friends notice that you look good.
Every time... you almost pass out but keep focusing on the light.
Control is seeing yourself as never good enough. And doing something about it.
Control is... knowing you have a problem.
Control is... asking for help.
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Like I said, I'd like to make a story, if anyone can pick a character.
I also have a poll up for another oneshot I want to make.
Hope to hear from you!
Till next time,
-J X