1.
Jesus fucking Christ she is annoying. Why did she have to be such an arrogant bitch sometimes? She thinks she knows it all and it is really getting on his nerves. Who the fuck does she think she is? She always acts like she is the only one with decent music taste, like it makes her so superior. It's infuriating. There's no escaping her, everywhere he looks she's just there and fucking hell, despite the deep annoyance she caused him to feel, he really liked her. She's a great laugh and it's always a good time when she's there. Her smile lights up the room and gives him this tingly feeling in his stomach which he refuses to acknowledge. He could be in a shit mood and then she'll come along and say some stupid joke and then for some reason everything will be ok. It makes no sense but fuck it, who is he to question it.
2.
It took everything in him not to beat the shit out of those arseholes, if he wasn't in the middle of a crowded street he may have kept going. How dare they say that stuff to Rae! The things they said were vile and it made him feel sick just thinking about them. Rae was a good person, yeah she could be a bitch sometimes but nobody deserves to hear that shit. Those guys were just lowlife scum who had nothing better to do and he would hate for Rae to believe any word that came out of their mouths. He hoped he wouldn't let their taunts define who she thought she was, she was so much more than an overweight teen. She was a good friend, she was always there for the group and she was a good person. She might not show much of that to him but he seen it when she was with the rest of the group and fuck it, as much as he hated to admit it, she did have better music taste than he did and that was a hard thing to achieve in his opinion.
3.
He didn't think Rae would ever truly understand how much it hurt him to hear her say that she didn't want to be friends with him. He would never admit to her but he really admired her. She had great taste in music and she somehow always managed to make them all laugh. She had this incredible ability to complete the group and when she was gone it felt like a limb was missing. So when she said that to him, it felt a kick to the stomach. He just wanted to go home. He didn't need that shit, his nan was sick and he didn't need to be told that he wasn't liked. Talk about kicking a man when he's down. Despite all that shit, he couldn't find it in himself to hate her, she was just too fucking likeable.
4.
It felt really good to have somebody to talk to, he had kept so much of his life a secret from the group that it felt really nice to just let it all out when talking to Rae. She didn't say much, she just let him talk but it was nice to know she was listening and actually cared.
They just lay in their sleeping bags talking about life for hours and it was around 5am before they finally fell asleep. Talking to Rae was effortless, it was as easy as breathing. Rae wasn't a bitch at all, she was more like a godsend.
5.
Rae looks really good tonight, like REALLY good and he can't help but think about doing things to her. She is fucking tormenting him and the worst part is, she is just sitting there chatting and laughing with the group whilst he sits there in frustration.
She's just wearing her usual jeans and a t-shirt but there's just something about her today, she's glowing, she just looks really happy and her smile makes her look even more beautiful.
She must know she has this effect on him, why else would she have been smirking as she wrote out messages on his thigh and every so often getting a bit too close to the cock area and she jerking back like she didn't mean to. She so meant to. Fucking tease. Oh fucking hell, he really needed a wank.