(POV Jacob)

"But Jake! You can't leave your home like that! Here's where your life is sat and you are a pack's alph..." Bella said thying to dissuade my decision, but neither her or Edward would make me change my mind even if they tried million times.

"I don't care! Don't you aske me to stay away from her because I never will if she never asks! She loves me Bella! She has nine years but we all now she's not a child anymore!" I yelled.

"But Jacob…" Edward intervened.

"Stupid excuses, blood sucker!" I exclaimed, this was trying my patience "She's your daughter!"

I felt how my body's heat was increasing and it burntme just like burning coals of fire, all the facts were revolving in my head and they were burning red hot, I was losing control. Bella quickly knew what was going on with me and she got worried just like her husband, they looked at each other for a second.

"Jake… Jacob… calm down!

I tried to breath again and again, finally Nessie's image in my mind made me compose myself.

She… it's just that…. I can't do that to her, not to her… I couldn't live if she sufers because of me, I prefer her hate than see her sharing one single tear, but the reallity was that I dindn't want any of those.

"I know Jake" Edward said to me approachin to touch mi shoulder as a sign of condolence. "She adores you and believe me, as a father this is an awful choice, I don't want to see sher suffering; I love her, she's my daughter but you have to stay away for a while. We are not giving her the option of choise being you here, Jacob... she still so young and she needs to knoe more thbings and discover the mortal world by her own experience.

I hated to admit this but Cullenwas right; she was so young, I she were full human she would still be a child but it wasn't her case… besides were were talking about her, she was quite a lot headstrong and although I tell her I wouldn't go, she would instist me until she convinced me of going and I couldn't tell her only way to convince her was... but no, I couldn't do that to her...what else coulnd I do?

I felt on the horns of a dilemma, I didn't know what to do, beacuse the only option left was... God! I couldn't even thing about it! How could I do that to my Nessie?

"Jacob, we all fell the same, but it's better for her now, besides it won't be permanent, we'll wait a few months and after then when we see how everything is we'll see.

I sighed and I turn my sight in order to not look at them, because I didn't wanted them to see me as I was now and besides because I couldn't see them right in the eyes.

I hated myself for this.

"Fine... I'll do it" I decided.