So Painfully Different

A/N:This was born out of a request by Super T. I know it wasn't to exact specifications, but it's the best I could do right now. I hope everyone enjoys! Oh, and by the way, it's in Christian's POV. Just saying!

Disclaimer:To be blunt, I don't own jack in this story!

Pairing:AJ Styles/Karen Angle w/ One-sided Christian Cage/AJ Styles & mentions of Johny Devine/Petey Williams, Eric Young/Kaz, and Chris Sabin/Alex Shelly

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Across the room I admire

Across the room I hate

Admiration:

Short brunette hair

Moderately muscular build

Cute southern twang

Bright, beautiful smile

And Hatred:

Long auburn hair

Big, fake breasts

Annoyingly perky voice

Lipstick covered smile

How different you are

From how she is

Yet you were also different from me

You were so childish

I was so mature

Keeping control of your tiny, youthful quirks

You were seemingly unsolvable

Yet I was solved so easily

You knew what I was about to say or do

Does that mean you know I'm writing this?

Of course not

You're too caught up in her mascara outlined eyes

And her huge diamond earrings

Your hands, so smooth

Are clasping her's

Her hands aren't natural

With nails so long and painted so perfectly

It was so sick

Everyone else's relationships were real

Johny and Petey

Eric and Kaz

Chris and Alex

I remember when we were like that

I wish we were like that again

But wishes are just words that you sprinkle with hope

And want them to come true

I learned that wishes don't work a long time ago

But really, what does work anymore?

Certainly not love

If it did, you'd be in my arms right now

Instead of trapped in her venomous grasp

But, that's what separates us

Our differences

You:

Happy in your new relationship

With a new lover

And new friends

Her:

Fake, as always

Covered in make-up

With you tied around her finger tips

And me:

Looking down a dark tunnel with my heart on my sleeve

And a pen in my hand

Ready to write down more about every one of our non-existent "sames"