"You found me at last!"

It's this dream sitting in a clinic with a man. He has grey eyes, brown just fucked hair, he dressed in a royal blue suit. He just looks at me and I try talking to him. But he just smiles and mutters something. I never able to understand what exactly he said. But I think he is saying "I'll see you soon baby girl." I always wake up after he gits up to leave. Tears fill my eyes and I don't know why. I look at the alarm clock its 7:30. I let out a sigh. The sad thing is these dreams, did not start until my mother and father told me im there adopted daughter. this was about a month ago. Get out of bed and get ready to go to Seattle. I got a new apartment and a job. I need to get out of dullsville and find my way. I need to still think about why I feel so lost. I mean my real father and mother never wanted me. If they did then they would not have left me in the hospital. I graved my skinny black jeans, red tank top with the black skull in the middle. I place my long curly brown hair in a ponytail. I look at myself one last time before graving my sunglasses and black leather jacket. I look around my room one last time before walking out. "Miss,Sterling did you sleep well?" Miss. Joe the maid asked me as I graved my car keys. I smile an answer her. "the same dream as always." She looked at me in a panic "well christen you know they say if you have the same dream again and again. It means something." She said all worked up. "like what" I asked amused by her superstition. "well it could be something you forgot or maybe something you're supposed to know. Haha sometimes both." She said with a smile. I sighed and looked at her. "Mis, Joe forgive me for saying this. Dreams don't mean anything they are just dreams. Now I bid you and this town a fare well." I said annoyed. She gasped as I walked out the door. My mom and dad stood at the window looking at me. I stared back. I waved to them and got in my sleek black R8 and ripped the pavement. Apart of me wanted to cry but another part of me wanted to find out who she is. I got a lead that my biological parents live in Seattle and I want to find them and ask why they gave me up. I drove by the high school remembering the champion ship soccer game. I was the first girl ever to play for the boy soccer team. It was the best feeling in the world to see my mother and father watch and cheer me on and I played. My first kiss was on the same field. Trevor Michal the big time soccer jock and hottest boy in town. He said he liked me because I was not like the other girls. However I knew I could not stay here. I broke his heart by telling him I did not feel the same way. It was a lie of cores, but I could not stay not knowing who I am. Tears fill my grey eyes as I see the welcome to Dullsville. This is it time to be a big girl and do what you need to do. I make it to Seattle. It was about 9:00pm. Drive into the garage and to the fifth level. I'm so beat ready to crawl into bed. I turn off my car and get out to grave my bag. My mother and father had my stuff shipped and unpacked for me. I turn around to find someone standing there. "oh hello..."I said nerves. He was gorges. But I have seen him somewhere before. Those grey eyes. "hello I saw you pull in and I must say nice car. It's an R8 right?" he said calmly. "oh um.. thank you and yes it is. It was the last one at the dealer." I said happy. "so miss..." "oh how rude of me. Im christen sterling." I said sweetly. "well mis. sterling what brings you to Seattle?" he aske "well Mr..." "Grey Christian Grey." "Mr. Grey I'm hunting for answers about my life. Where I come from. I was told I was an adopted daughter. I was told my parents live here in Seattle." He looked at me as if he knew me or was trying to figure me out. "well im beat I drove 14 hours to get here. It was nice meeting you." I walked away to get to the elevator. I take off my sunshades. "my my you have beautiful eyes." I jumped as I see Christian. "um... thank you." the elevator ride was quiet but I reach my floor. I get out without one word. I just wanted off that transport. I walk down the hall and find my apartment. " this is me 2319 "I walk in and it was like the same set up as the mansion in dullsville. A card is waiting for me on the table. Its from my mom and dad.

Dear christen

It feels like only yesterday. When we brought you home. You were so cute. Now your all grown up where did the time go. That sweet angel that sang and played soccer. Is now a sweet and powerful women. We love and support you christen honey. Be careful and call and write us when you can. Driving by will also me nice. Watching you drive away was the most hardest thing we have ever done. But you need to spread your wings. We love you baby girl always.

Love, mom and dad

I started to cry when I finished reading the letter.

I called them after the crying subsided.

Raven: hello Christen?

Christen: yes mom its me. I said bout to cry again. I got your letter.

Raven: well sweetheart you know. You might not be happy with what you find. When you are ready to come home we will be hear for you. she said softly. I could tell this was heard for her. I mean her baby left the nest to find and make a nest of her own.

Christen: mom can I speak to dad? I asked softly.

Raven: he is right here I will put him on. I love you honey. She said happily

Christen: I love you too mom and thanks. I said softly.

Alexander: hey soccer star. How do you like the new apartment. He said all excited.

Christen: hey dad. It big and it feels like home. I don't want you telling mom this but I sent some of my blood to the hospital here. They found a match and I go in to see them tomorrow at 1pm. I said in a low voice.

Alexander: oh well good lock soccer star. Show them what they missed out on. He said kind of sad.

Christen: dad you know I will always love you and mom. You guys raised me. I just want to find them and get some answers. I said crying.

Alexander: oh sweetheart we know you do. We also understand you wanna find yourself and if finding them is what needs to be done that go for it. We were never been able to stop you before. you have a hard head. you are my little soccer star and nothing will change that. We love you honey. He said low. I could tell the water works are about to start.

Christen: dad tell mom I love her and I love you too. Its late and I wanna go to sleep big day.

Alexander: ok good night soccer star and go getem.

I hung up and went to sleep and the same dream happens once more.

(hey guys my name is christen. If you have not noticed this is a cross over between vampire kisses and fifty shades of grey.)