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"My Second Chance in Love"
"When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go" Simple and clean by Utuda Hikaru
Every day I fight the urge to call you or text you, since everything between us are done. But I never regret anything because at one point that is something you wanted too. But I have to admit, I miss how things were used to be before. But I need to accept, that things change between us. I cannot explain these feelings that I still have, because everything that happened leaves a mark. But I have to deal with these feelings cause in reality I was the one who made you walk away.
It's been 9 months huh? Oh well I am here in Anna's Cafe and Beverages. My friend actually owns this place. I am currently a junior in Alice Academy. My name is Mikan Sakura, 16 years old single but not available for the mean time. It's 8:15 am. am I that early? Well as you know I am waiting for someone. He said we have something to talk about. I wonder where he is. I was drinking my latte when suddenly someone sits in front of me. Oh there he is, looking good and attracting the female population in the cafe.
"Hey" he greeted me
"Hey" I said then smiled as I put down my latte.
"…."
"So what's up?" I ask to break down the silence.
"Umm…ahhh….." he scratches his head "shit" I heard him say, maybe he has a problem?
"You can tell me"
"Mikan…."
"Yes?"
"Umm…..let's go first to….ah I know! To your favorite place"
"Sure it's been a long time since I've come there" yah it's been a long time…..
~Children's Park~
We decide to sit on the swing since the kids are playing something else. It's been a long time huh? But why would he bring me here? Does he need something? His features are still the same...
"Thanks for bringing me here" I smiled at him
"No prob, its been a long time since I came here too" he smiled back
"Hmm this sure is a fun place" I averted my eyes to the children
"I know, did you remember when it was raining hard so we decided to stay in the big octopus slide?" he pointed where the big octopus slide.
"Ah yes! You still remember that?" I faced him.
"Well it was the most fun part in our date after all" he said
"Hmm you're right" nodded my head and averted my eyes to the children again.
"But I got a question?" I feel his gazed at me.
"Yah sure anything" I started to swing just a little bit.
"Do you still have feelings for me?" Then I stop what I was doing.
"…..." I don't know what to reply.
"Answer me, Mikan" he said with a gentle voice.
"How's Luna and your relationship with her?" I ask trying to avoid the subject
"Hey I ask the question first you gotta answer mines before I answer yours" he look at me in the eye. Then he continued...
"Don't change the subject Mikan" he saw me through.
"I am not" I denied.
"Then answer my question" he is so persistent.
"Aren't you getting married?" I made an excuse.
"Just answer the damn question!" he retorted
"Why are you bringing this up anyway?" I retort back
"I just wanna know" he said in a I don't know sad tone?
I sighed and said...
"It's not like something will change" pertaining that he is getting married
"Natsume the moment I-" he cut me off
"Mikan…" he said with a pleading tone
"Natsume… You have to move on, past is past" I told him straight in the eye
"But what if, something will change?" a hint of hope is in his tone
"I doubt that" I answered coldly.
"But "change" is the only thing that is permanent in this world" he said.
Damn why does he have to you his words of wisdom…..I need an excuse…
"Natsume you're getting married our lives and status now is different." I said
He stands up and said "I will cancel the marriage" My eyes widen.
I hold his hand and pleaded "no don't, don't do that"
"Then why Mikan? Tell me why?" holding my hands
"Cause I am not suitable for you" I remove my hands from his touch.
I saw him clenching his fist "Why? Does it really matter?" he grabbed both my shoulders "doesn't mean were different, we can't be together!" he retorted while shaking me
"Natsume calm down, people are watching us."
"How can you be so calm huh? You really don't love me do you?" he said it in a soft voice
"Of course I lovedyou"
"Loved huh?" he chuckled then continued "Sorry for bothering you. I have to go I have practices to attend too"
"Sorry natsume." I apologize.
"No. I understand, I should be the one who apologize not you. Take care Mikan" he is starting to walk away
"You too natsume." I said. It is just like before…. I walk no actually run away from him but now it's vise versa he walked away from me…
"Bye" saying without looking back
"Goodbye Natsume" looking at the path where he walked on. I am really stupid. I let him walk away again and hurt him. I started to walk away from the park and remember the song that I really like….
Simple and Clean By Utada Hikaru
When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go
It's really hard to let go
You're giving me too many things
Lately you're all I need
You smiled at me and said,
He was my everything
Don't get me wrong I love you
But does that mean I have to meet your father?
When we are older you'll understand
What I meant when I said "No,
I don't think life is quite that simple"
When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go
The daily things
that keep us all busy
all confusing me thats when u came to me and said,
You we're so strong but how about me?
Wish i could prove i love you
but does that mean i have to walk on water?
When we are older you'll understand
It's enough when i say so,
And maybe somethings are that simple
I really love you and you know I do
When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go….
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SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEECH…..
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BANG!
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"Oh my gosh! Call the ambulance a girl! A girl! Oh please help her" A woman cried
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"MIKAN!"
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"WAKE UP MIKAN! CAN YOU HEAR ME? What are you guys doing somebody call an ambulance!"
"They are on their way sir"
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Ambulance
"Mikan we will be there soon please stay strong" The brunette open her eyes and caress the face of the raven lad.
"Natsume" she whispered.
"Shhh Mikan you'll be okay. Please stay strong. I'm begging you I don't want to lose you. Please Mikan." The raven replied
"Natsume I'm sorry" the brunette said.
"Mikan please" he pleaded. "I Love You" the brunette whispered and close her eyes.
"Mikan…. I Love You Too." calling her out.
"Sir we're here" They immediately open the door and rushed her to emergency room. "Sir you have to stay here" a nurse said to the raven. "But…" he pleaded "Sir please just wait here, the doctors are will do their best that they can…"
"Mikan" chanting her name again and again head against the wall hoping she will be alright.
After three hours….
Ruka and Hotaru saw Natsume sitting on the chair have his head up looking at the ceiling.
"Natsume what happen to Mikan?" asked by the blond lad.
"I don't know, I don't know….. If I didn't leave her at that time she wouldn't be in a critical state. It's my fault…. It's my fault…" He said with despair while looking at him
"I would personally kill that b***h it's all her fault, it's all her fault why she is in this state"
"Who hotaru?" the blond ask while the raven just have his head up looking at the ceiling still in the state of shock.
"Luna" she said with hatred. Natsume suddenly look at her
"Natsume's Fiancée?" Ruka asked
"She had been blackmailing mikan all this time. I know this I want to tell you guys but she pleaded me not too. She said she won't stand a chance to her." Clenching her fist.
"For what reason?"
"She said natsume will be upset or even worse curse her forever"
"Why would I do that?"
"I don't know"
"She won't give me the details."
The door opened and the doctor came out. "Do you guys have any relation to ?" The doctor asks. "We are her friends, is she in a good condition now?" ruka replied "She is out from the critical condition" they sighed in relief " if ever you want to see her she will be in room 209" the doctor explained "Thank you doctor" ruka replied.
"What are you guys waiting for? Let's go!" Ruka said.
After 3 weeks
"Do you think I'm stupid? It's already been on 3 weeks since the incident and she is still on that bed and didn't at least open her eyes just once or even move." The raven retorted.
"Sorry sir, but you have to be patient like we said she is out of the critical condition" the doctor explained.
"Then why? Do you know who you are talking too? Do you want to lose your job?" grabbing the doctor's tie.
"Y-yes sir, I know you sir but- "
"Hyuuga stop we have to be patient just let him go already"
The doctor immediately went outside and natsume sit beside Mikan. Natsume is caressing her face right now when the brunette suddenly twitch her fingers and blink a few times and slowly opens her eyes and asked "W-where am I?" The raven suddenly hug her and face her and said "Mikan thank God you're awake do you want something? Should I call the nurse?" but the brunette just keep on looking at him "Mikan? Is something bothering you? I am worried about you" he said holding the brunette's hand "Thank you for your concern but who are you? Hotaru who is he? And what am I doing here?"
To Be Continued
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