Heyyyyyyyyy guys! =D
I know, another new story! Shoot Me! Nah honestly, i will be updating 'Come Back To Me' and ' I can do this again,i can help you' very soon! But i was dying to try this after feeling that my writting has improved.
So this is a future fic, involving all the main characters in the show. The story will however be focused on Brulian. As the story's set in the future, say like 15 years into the future haha, it will obvcourse also focus on the next generation! Thats the fun bit cause i own them, haha. Also work with me here and imagine that Leyton never left with Sawyer, still in Tree Hill....never left ;). Also i know if you do the math Jamies age is a purposly wrong. I didn't want to make Jamie soo much older. So lets imagine he was born around season 5! =). This is a fanfiction after all, ya know- "Unleash your imagination" ;).
To prevent confussion the kids are:
Haley James Scott and Nathan Scott's kids:
James Lucas Scott- 17 years old
Ryan Quienten Scott- 11 years old
Paige Deborah Scott- 6 years old
Lucas Scott and Peyton Sawyers kids:
Sawyer Brooke Scott -16 years old
Brooke Davis Baker and Julian Bakers kids:
Riley Peyton Baker- 16 years old
Avia Victoria Baker- 4 years old
I'm not gonna sit and describe everything about each kid, you can imagine how James and Sawyer would be.... besides as the fic goes on readers will learn.
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This ain't always a happy family story, there will be drama. If you want to see anything happen in this fic, please drop me a review and you're idea will be put in, credit aswell.
Also after this, if you read it obvcourse... please leave a review. I appreciate reviews so much and no reviews means no story =(! Silent readers suck, ya know?
Anyway thanks alot for reading my ramble haha, hats off.
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So under is the prologue.....please give it a shott!
Thanks so much One Tree Hill Buddies, please leave a review (L).
- Nicole xoxo
Still Holding On
Prologue
Happiness is just outside my window
Would it crash blowing 80-miles an hour?
Or is happiness a little more like knocking
On your door, and you just let it in?
Happiness feels a lot like sorrow
Let it be, you can't make it come or go
But you are gone- not for good but for now
Gone for now feels a lot like gone for good
Happiness is a firecracker sitting on my headboard
Happiness was never mine to hold
Careful child, light the fuse and get away
'Cause happiness throws a shower of sparks
-x-Brooke-x-
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"Haley, you and Nathan are sure you don't mind us living here for bit?" i sighed as i glanced past Haley looking at all the suitcases that had taken up half the living room. I wasn't planning on staying long, but as i looked at all our luggage i realised it looked like we were moving in for life.
My though was interupted by Haley shaking her head and placing her coffee cup onto the counter, "Brooke, how many times do i have to tell you?... Obvcourse not. After all, this was my idea."..Well,she did have a point. This was her idea, but i couldn't help the sudden rush of guilt that was spreading through me,i can't stand the thought of being a pain in the ass. "I know Hales, but i've just realised there is going to be 8 of us in this house... It could get crazy."
Haley laughed, "Please Brooke, i come from a big family. Have you ever met my sister Taylor?!"
I couldn't help but laugh. Haley smiled to and i realised this was cause it was something Haley hadn't seen in a while. When my smile faded so did Haleys, and Haley decided just to ask about Julian. Not like she wanted to hurt me friend by making me talk about him. No, she wanted to know, she needed to know and more importantly she felt i needed to talk about it. I've been told before that apparently sometimes there is an 'invisible wall with Brooke Davis that you need to push down.'
"So Brooke, when was the last time you spoke to him?" Haley shuffled around on the stool so that she could place a comforting hand on my knee.I placed my mug down slowly and couldn't help but take a long shaky breath before i replied.."Um, not since the other night, when we decided to take time apart...."
'I love Haley...But not now, shut up the now Haley'...thats what i wanted to say...but i never and she never,
"You haven't talked to him since? What about the kids?"
I sighed i was now fearful of where this could lead, "No... Well he's spoken to the kids but he called Rileys mobile. How grown up of him,huh?". I shook my head and continued to speak before Haley could say anything. "Don't get me wrong, im glad he's been talking to the kids obviously. It's just he could at least call me ya know?.....Then again i don't know if i could talk to him the now Hales. I know i definetley couldn't see him, im still soo angry......."
Oh God now that i've started i can't stop..so i continue..." Thats why i said he could have the house for now... He needed to be near the kids, and he doesn't have much else place to go in Tree Hill. Well sure he could buy something but that would take ages, and money....."
Uh-Oh, now reality hits me....."I figured at least here the kids would still be comfortable and Julian is always near by, ya know? The kids are so confussed..... Oh God,..Haley i,i can't believe this is happening.. I didn't plan this..."
Haley stops me by putting her hand up. "Okay. Okay. Hold up tigger. Don't explain yourself to me Brooke, you don't have to.. besides i think the way you are handiling this is amazing."
I smiled and nodded as Haley rubbed my shoulder. "But how are you feeling Brooke? I mean, what do you want to happen?"
I could feel my eyes watering at the question,i ran my now shakey hand through my brown hair. I didn't know the answer to that yet, i can't even think about that the now."God Hales...i honestly don't know. I just need, i just need time the now, you know?...I...I ..." I wanted to continue on some level but i couldn't. My voice left me, the tears ran and my breath jumped. Hearing my voice break up and the tears was all Haley needed to see before she shot up and took me into her arms, allowing her top to becoming soaking wet.
"Shhh Brooke. Im sorry for asking that the now tigger...." She continued to sway me slowly...and with no kids in or no men in the house...i allowed myself to break down in the comfort of Haleys arms.
"Its okay honey. Im here, we're all here Brooke...Hold on tigger....Just hold on"
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Happiness damn near destroys you
Breaks your faith to pieces on the floor
So you tell yourself, that's enough for now
Happiness has a violent roar
Happiness is like the old man told me
Look for it, but you'll never find it all
Let it go, live your life and leave it
Then one day, wake up and she'll be home
Home, home, home
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And there it is, ....anyone curious? =)
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- Nicole xo