The Beginning

I haven't always been this cold, this cruel. If only you knew, if only you could imagine the pain and heartbreak that my life has turned out to be. We never imagine when we are little children that our live might not turn out to be what we want it to.

My name is Isabella Swan, although I go by Bella. It all started with my Mom's new marriage. Don't get me wrong, I love Phil I really think of him as a father figure, and my mom jus adores him. I think he's good for her. The compliment each other very well, my mom with her spirit and wildness and Phil with his strong character and right amount of tenderness.

I decided that since they were newlyweds that they needed their space without anyone to interfere with their newly acquired happiness. I told them that I would go live with my dad for a little while, besides we have never spent a lot of time together only summer and even then it was just two or three weeks. I was a little nervous about this but I tried not to show it in front of Phil and my mom, they were a little sad that I was leaving but they could kind of see that this was for the best.

The day of my departure they drove me to the airport. We said our goodbye and I tried to hold back as many tears that I could possibly could, until I saw my mother's face covered in tears and her shoulders shaking with silent sobs. I almost broke down right there and then. But I had to be strong for her, so I just gave a quick hug and a kiss and sprinted toward the terminal trying not to break down.

I made it to the plane just in time. The boarding was nearly finish. I gave the attendant my airplane ticket and identification, and she helped me find my seat. The flight to Seattle was not a long one but I already felt exhausted. I felt sleep overtake me and I closed my eyes.

About two hours later I was jarred awake by rough landing of the plane. We had arrived in Seattle, Washington.

Where I had no idea what would be waiting for me, not even a hint of what I was about to experience. With no clue that I was about to find the love of my life and have my dreams come true and have them shattered with four little word … "I don't want you!"