A/N: hey everyone thanks for clicking the link and reading my story! This is my first fanfic ever! Hope everyone likes it. Any suggestions, comments, or concerns are welcomed. Enjoy loves,

~MissRisa

Disclaimer: me: I am proud to say I own Edward!

Bella: *growling*

Me: Fine, I own

Alice: No you don't!

Me: Fine I own twilight!

SM: As if!

Me: Way to crush my dreams guys…thanks.

As you see I own nothing.

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It has been 74 years. 74 years of being alone. Sure I had a family and a daughter now that loved and cared for me but my life will never be complete without him. No matter the amount of time I have spent apart from him it never has changed the way I have felt for Edward or the other Cullens. Sometimes I regret the day I ran from them…but I know they wouldn't accept me for what was happening to me at the time.

**flashback**

He put his fingers to my lips. "Don't worry, Bella, love. I haven't forgotten the rest of your demands."

His hands were in my hair, his lips moving softly- but very seriously –against mine, before I realized what he was saying. What he was doing.

There wasn't much time to act. If I waited too long, I wouldn't be able to remember why I need to stop him. Already, I couldn't breathe right. My hands were gripping his arms, pulling myself tighter to him, my mouth glued to his and answering every unspoken question his asked.

I tried to clear my head, to find a way to speak.

He rolled gently, pressing me into the cool grass.

Oh never mind! my less noble side exulted. My head was full of the sweetness of his breath.

**End flashback**

That day was the best of my life. Edward and I finally pushed our physical boundaries to the limits. It was perfect, and when it was over it only brought Edward and I closer together. That night we talked to Carlisle about changing me. Carlisle insisted the family go on a hunting trip together over that weekend. It was to prepare them for my change. We had to wait a week before I would begin my change.

I remember clearly the last time I saw Edward. He was worried about the whole family leaving me alone. I hadn't been feeling well that week and he didn't want to leave if I was sick. I convinced him to go that I would just sleep while he was gone and that I would spend time with Charlie. If I got bored I said I might go down to La Push and hang out with Seth. Edward seemed to like the idea of me hanging out with Seth. The recent battles had forged a friendship between vampire and werewolf. With a long and passionate kiss and a promise from me to stay safe, Edward jumped out my window and ran to meet his family.

I remember going to the bathroom that night looking for something. Though I can never remember what I was originally looking for, I remember clearly what I had found. I found a little blue box of tampons. I put the box back and kept looking through the bathroom. Then I went and picked the box up again. I took the box into my room and looked at the calendar. I dropped the box onto the floor. There was no way I could be. I mean the only person I ever had sex with was a vampire! Vampires couldn't have children.

I looked down at my stomach and what I saw shocked me. I saw a bump, it was little and barely noticeable, but definitely there. At that exact moment I knew I wasn't late. I knew I was pregnant; I was pregnant with Edwards's child.

No matter how happy and excited I was I still panicked. I was carrying Edwards's baby! I mean he was a vampire, I was a human, how was I supposed to carry a half vampire child?! I quickly changed my mind deciding on going to visit Seth. I had to keep Alice from knowing. She couldn't have any idea or vision until I knew for sure.

I don't remember why I did, but I grabbed a bag while I shove over a week's worth of clothes inside. I grabbed all the money and cash I could find in the house. I put everything I cared for the most in the bag. I put pictures of my family and the cd Edward made for me. Putting on my jacket I grabbed my stuff and my keys to my truck and left Forks.

I drove to Port Angeles before stopping. I went into a little gas station and purchased a pretty generic pregnancy test. Well to be exact I bought 5. I went into the tiny bathroom and followed the instructions of the tests. I lined them up on the edge of the sink and waited. It was the longest few minutes of my life. My world stopped as the time was up. I looked at each test. What I saw still shocked me even though I suspected it was true. Every test said the same thing. I was pregnant.

I remember getting back in my truck after that and driving. I only stopped when I needed gas and to get food or for bathroom breaks. In my mind I was still set on going to go see Seth. It was my last hope in keeping this hidden from Alice. I drove for days and days, before I knew it weeks had passed and my stomach got bigger and bigger.

My baby was unique in every way. I knew its diet was different than most would have and it was gifted just like my vampire family. While still in the womb I saw a picture of me eating a very rare and very bloody steak. I knew at once that's what my baby needed. My baby was showing me what it needed. I stopped and fed my baby in attempt to keep us both strong.

I knew the bigger I got the closer I was to bringing my baby into the world. By now I looked around 9 months pregnant in the matter of weeks. I started to get worried as to how my baby would come into this world. I didn't think I was going to make it through this human, not without dying that is.

It was by pure chance that I found them. I had driven for a long time and ran out of gas just outside this small town. I had my head lying up against the steering wheel. I sighed both out of frustration and exhaustion. I heard a car come to a screeching halt outside. For a brief second I wondered if it could be them. I heard several sets of footsteps approach my truck. I looked up to see three vampires with golden eyes approach my car.

They weren't vampires I knew, but they were obviously vampires by their looks and vegetarians by the golden color of their eyes. I quickly jumped out of my truck, well as quickly as I could anyways. I ran to them before throwing myself at one of the females. I cried and begged for their help. I told them how I knew what they were and that only they could help me. I sobbed about how my vampire boyfriend got me pregnant, and that I knew I was going to have my baby soon and that they would need to change me.

For some odd reason the trio of vampires believed me. The two women helped me up and into their car. The man went to go grab my stuff and I remember them saying he burned my truck to keep them from finding me. Apparently I kept crying about trying to keep the Cullen's away and I didn't want them to find me. So with my trucks in flames and in the car with 3 strange vampires I left my past behind.

Within a week I was in labor with my precious baby. It didn't take long to bring her into the world with the fact that I had 3 other vampires to help me. I saw her one time before my heart started to stop and the vampires had to change me. My last words before they changed me were "Renesmee Carlie Cullen, my daughter." Then I gave into the darkness and dreamt about my baby.

Three days of pain later I awoke to a whole new family. The vampires offered to let my daughter and I live with them and travel with them. With nowhere else to go I accepted. I doubted the Cullen's would want me back after I ran from them and well had a kid. So here I have stayed with my new family for the last 75 years.