Okay. So this might not be brilliant. I don't know.
Dear all,
By the time you shall read this, I shall no longer be with you in this physical world. I shall be with my soul-mate and best friend, and my two angels.
Leonardo Da Vinci once said : I love those who can smile in trouble, gather strenght from distress, and grow brave by reflection.
This is the same for me, only that I do not love those people. I admire and respect them, for I am not one of those people.
I tried to be strong. I know you said I could pull through all of this, but the truth is, I cannot. Yes, some people may call me a coward. Yes, some people may say I have taken the easy way out, but the way I see it, is that the day my wife and daughters were taken away from me, my soul died. I believe that all that was left was the shell. There was no longer a man.
I see no reason for living anymore, now that the only major reason has been taken away. I see no point in going day after day, in the misery which I call my life. I have no reason to get up in the morning. I have no reason to keep going.
I made the decision to join my family a while ago. I tried to go on for all of you. I tried to pretend that I was okay, but I was dead inside.
Please do not be angry with me, and please do not be wisful, for I have gone to a much better place than I ever could have been on this planet.
Remember that I loved you all, as did Sara, Jessie and Maddie.
All my love,
Gil x
So. Make of it what you will. I thought it was decent. What about you lot? xx