A/N: The length of the chapters will be very different and short. And please don't kill me for this. I just thought it was original and haven't seen anyone do such a thing. The characters belong to Matsuri Hino, but the plot in here is mine. I'm not sure if I should put trigger warnings. But this story deals with depression.
Diary Entry No. 19
Will someone ever see my suffering? Won't someone put an end to it? It feels so easy just to end it all right now. But then what use will that be? I won't be missed and people would probably just say good riddance. Cuz that's how it always will be.
Im not loved by anyone no matter how much I want to be. Everyone I know barely gives a crap about me. It's better if I die. I already have some ways figured out. Drowning. Cutting. Choking myself. Stabbing myself. Jump in front of a car. The last one seems nice because if I did jump, people would start to care and wonder why I would do such a thing.
But then I'll be pitied.
I don't want that.
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