A/N: Recently I found another pairing that I like reading about- Bellice, and while I am strictly an M/M writer, I can't help but write this one.

Hope you will enjoy it!

Disclaimer: I own nothing than this plot line.

Chapter one: Heartache

One more minute has passed away while I am still wondering how I got here… I mean I always prided myself as someone who is more than a power-thirsty vampire coven leader but watching the person reflecting in the eyes of this cowering creature in front of me, I am not sure anymore…

While it's a fact that I am cold, but that doesn't mean I am not completely heartless…. I changed... Everything changed because of him… and her.

It has been a long time since I last saw her… felt her, after they left, I sort of closed up to everything around me. I was angry but mainly I wanted to stop the feelings… traitorous feelings.

I lost everything in a matter of seconds, I didn't even have the time to fully grasp the things that happened to me before it all ended… it was over. I lost everything, my life, my relations, my family, and my love.

I never allowed myself to think about those few seconds after I attacked my innocent and concerned brother Emmett, I just locked those painful memories in the dark corner of my mind and started living my miserable and lonely life, accepting the fact that I was supposed to exist… and suffer.

However, over the time the darkness started consuming me, sucking the barely there life, warmth, love, and everything positive from my already broken soul, leaving behind a dead heart, with stone armor.

I was not always like this, at one point in my life, I too loved the way rain drop felt against my skin, how right it felt to just sit with a book even in a room full of chatters and people… my people, my family. But one incident changed it all, torn us all apart. With just one news I found that the future I was wishing for will never come, that the one I wanted my future with, didn't even wanted to be a part of my present, I wanted my Mama and Dad to make it all okay, like they always did when either me or my twin brother Jasper, who suddenly wanted to leave everything and go away, who wanted to leave me and go away. It was then I suddenly realized the reason behind this sudden storm, it was then I fully realized that the one who could have made it all okay were gone… my sweet, sweet parents Carlisle and Esme Cullen were gone.

I was shattered by the fact that my parents were gone, that my brother will be gone, that my lover, my soul mate will be gone…

After that I was the shell of the person that I knew to be as me, I accepted it when Uncle Eleazor forced me to take the throne of the Cullen empire, I also accepted it when my twin brother ran away and took hold of the south wars region. And with my last ounce of strength, I accepted it when she told me that she has chosen my much better brother over pathetic me. I also congratulated her and wished her good luck for future for her relationship with Jasper.

With time and after more than one incident I finally threw myself into my roles, the heir of Cullen Clan, the face of vegetarians, and the leader of the whole vampire world.

I was convinced that nothing, no one can melt my frozen heart and I lost it. I truly surrendered to the monster that everyone always assumed us to be. But one look at my bane's eyes and I found myself shattered again, with every tear, that rolled through those haunted, shimmering, and beautiful eyes I found my ice, my armor tumbling down too.

It would be a lie if I said that there weren't others who tried to conquer either the heart or throne of Queen Isabella of Cullen's, but it is also true that no one ever found the way to cross the dark knights, not even the Queen herself.

The reason I am here is that again someone thought that I am not capable enough to handle my kingdom. But when they reached the brim of defeat they suddenly realized the importance of peace, I was even told that they want to call a truce and as an apology for their fault and in my honor, they wanted to give me something invaluable… and after I saw them, I thought that even they don't know how true it turned out.

After nearly six decades of fight and survival, I was sure that nothing can defeat the Oueen of Cullen's, but this rather small, barely adult, harmless looking thing did it with only a small sniffle and shimmering green eyes.

With only one stare this creature brought the Queen of vampires, the dark and the most powerful and ruthless demons to her knees.

I was disarmed from all my weapons and guards the moment I entered the room with a mousy figure, huddled in the corner, looking at me pleadingly with big tears rolling down the face.

The next second, even before I could check my actions I took this little thing in my arms and uttered the words, that after I said made me realize that how frighteningly true they were. It was not the love… I knew, but I also knew that this was something maybe not more, but as sacred as that.

"Don't cry… shush… everything's fine… I will take care of you; I will not let anything happen to you." Another whimper.

"I promise little Edward."

So was it obvious from the start that this was from Bella's POV? or that it was Edward who was crying? Should I continue this?

In the beginning, I wanted to write a more romantic version of this, but I just couldn't, this felt more right. I don't know why but I am unable to write Bella/Edward in that way. And I think this way I would be able to write them more easily, while they are not lovers, they still share something deep. I know that there were many things mentioned in this chapter, which might not have made that much sense, but I assure you that with time everything, along with some happy time is coming for our Queen and the little one.