here we go..
was it all a lie? everything you said to me?
he placed the knife back under his bed as he walks out of the bathroom. he sighs knowing he should change the sheets so no one would ask where the blood came from. he picks his hoodie up from the floor and slides it on preparing for another day at that hell hole they call school.
he sighs turning the volume on his ipod all the way up. he couldn't stand to listen to all the bullshit she was telling him. all the facts about 'him'. he hated having to hear about how she could get lost in his vibrant red eyes for hours. he hated that he hung it over his head and always interfered when all he wanted to do was spend time with her outside of school. but even now it seems that he can't escape him. he sighs standing up and to the shock of all his friends just walking away not even saying that he would talk to them later.
You're such a dumb fuck,You need to shut up
"RAGHHH" he yells punching the wall near him not caring if the brick tore up his fist. he turns sliding down the wall and holding his head in his hands. 'i need to get home..i need 'it!'.' he thought standing up and starting to run towards his house not caring that someone had seen him run from the school from her classroom.
Showing every scar
the knife slices through his skin as easily as it would butter. he can hear his cell phone going off but the sensation that the pain gives him keeps him from answering. he doesn't hear the sound of someone running up the stairs as he holds the knife up ready to end it all.
From the depths of Hell,So far I fell
he looks up when someone kicks open his door and runs to him taking the knife and throwing it across the room. he hears the person's muffled shouting telling him to please be okay and begging to god that they hadn't been to late. he hears the sirens of the ambulance. "…kat….od…ple…ay!" he hears the muffled talking fading in and out as he vision becomes blurry. the paramedics quickly get him into the ambulance as he quickly losses conciseness.
