1. B.P.V-- Night Time Visitor.
How could there be so many people crowded here? Whywere they all here? I thought to myself. Any minute Edward would walking out of the tree's shadow, into the bright sunlight. But more importantly, how do all these people fit into this beautiful meadow, and why was every person I've ever met, here? But how they all possibly fit into the meadow, Edward's meadow, kept me thinking.
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Suddenly it all fell into place. This was a dream, a memory, not real. Of course not, Edward didn't love me anymore. But I did know what memory this was.. It was the day Edward and I had gone hiking to find this place, so he could show me what happens to vampires in the sun.. Any minute now, Edward would walk out of the shadows, the light would glitter off him like perfectly cut diamonds, and every person in the meadow would see him. That image of Edward in the sun was burned into my memory, so i was positive it would not be something they all forgot. But these people wern't here then, so why now? Was my dream trying to tell me something..?
Then Edward walked out of the trees, but nobody even noticed he was there, they were all staring at me... Edward weaved his way between people toward me, carefully not touching anyone. When he finaly got to me, he wrapped his cold arms around me in graceful hug. As always, I shivered. "I love you Bella, and I'm so sorry" he whispered into my ear.
Suddenly everything was dark. My dream had drifted away. The people, the meadow, the voices... But not he cold arms hugging me tight. I tried rolling over, but the arms only got tighter, UN-allowing me to move. Trying to wake myself up was harder than expected I thought as a cool breath chilled my cheek. But the breath was so familiar, sweet, intoxicating, mouth watering. And I wanted more.
Then, sadly, I realized that I was taking my dream too far. I was imagining Edward's arms around me, hugging me closer, and his cool. intoxicating breath. Remembering how it used to be when Edward Cullen loved me. But he didn't, not anymore. I then felt his cool, hard lips on my cheek and that was just too much for one night. I'd have to wake up now, or the pain would kill me when I did.
I tried to force my eyes open, but they already were. It was so dark because I was staring into Edward's black sweater clad chest. His cold arms really were hugging me, he really was here. But how? And Why?. He'd Left me over a year ago now, leaving me in pain, pieces, and sometimes even delusional. He'd told me that he didn't want me, didn't love me,that i wasn't right for him, that he deserved better. Of course I'd known that all along. I'd been out of it for months, hoping he would come back for me. After a while Charlie had gotten mad at me over it. That was when I started havin delusions. I would hear his voice every time I did something stupid or reckless. It was like he cared again. Then I started spending every waking minute with Jacob Black. Jake, my best friend, loved me more than life itself.
"Bella sweetie, are you awake? I'm so sorry i Left you! Please just look at me..." Edward begged for my attention, but all I could do was push him away from me and sit up. I barely noticed my open window. "Bella, love, I'm so sorry. I never thought leaving would cause you so much pain. I only lLeft to save you from me. I couldn't stand to have you in constant danger. I always loved you and I always will. What I said in the forest was a lie, all of it.I'm so sorry I ever lLeft, that I hurt you. Please forgive me Bella.."
His begging was just too much. For months I'd been lifeless because of him, and now... no it was just too much. I looked away. It was just too much to see him there and to know how much he'd hurt me, His sad eyes. because I hadn't responded to him, looked like if he could cry, he would. Like the night he saved me from James... I could feel the tears starting up in my eyes. I opened my mouth to say something, to try to console him, But I fainted.
