Those eyes of yours that surround me,
To that smile as radiant as the sun
The way your voice purrs my name
And the way I blush red with shame,
My imagination creates you as mine
Though I know better,
I still dream of you my divine.
I hate the way she looks through you
As if she has something better to do,
The way I wish that could be me
That your green eyes were meant for me
The way i feel stabs of pain
Green with envy because of this stupid game.
A game of love that never goes my way
That's had me left out time and again
I finally think i have it right,
Only to find she holds you tight
That she has already staked her claim
You are hers and to you she's the same
I wonder for this, whom I have to blame.
I will myself to look away
So if by chance you look at me
I will not blush, red with shame.
Mostly in life we never get
What it is we may want best
You are my freedom my last breath
The one and only thing that I can't resist
At the same time you are my kryptonite
My weakness
And my every dream at night .
For now I will let you be
I'll wait and see if you choose me
For now I know that you can't love her
She is fake, so impure
I know for sure that I'll entice you away
And only little will I have to say
Gone at last from that filthy dog
And forever you will be mine
The Edward of my fantasies
Is nothing compared
To you my sweet
So I will wait
To play this game
And try my best not to blush again
For i fear it will give my plan away
I will endure these stabbing jealous pains
Until she's the one left alone in the rain
And then, see what will happen is
You my lion will fall for me.
See leah does not understand you
And i know that i could if i tried
My sweet Edward
You leave so much to be desired
I know if we tried we could make a life
Even though you're a vampire
