Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto. Kishimoto holds all legal rights

At Team 8 Training Grounds at 4 o'clock

"You worthless piece of trash! Pathetic excuse of a ninja!"said Hiashi Hyuga over and over again in Hinata's mind just he always tells her when they where training in the Hyuga Compound.

"Hinata are you ok?" ask Kiba and Akamaru barks shortly after. He got a bit worried about her as he saw her as a sister. It was fifth time she spaced out during training, naturally they all noticed, from Kurenai-sensei, Kiba/Akamaru to Shino because she was standing there lost in thoughts.

She quickly brushed it of saying "U-uu i—its no-th—ing to" she stuttered as usual. They knew it was a lie but decided to give her time to come and talk about it willingly.

"Training is over for today" Kurenai declared; Kiba, Akamaru and Shino replied a goodbye and quickly left.

Hinata was about to do the same when Kurenai lightly tap her shoulder and said "You know if you ever need to talk about anything I'm always willing to listen."

"Arigato Kurenai-sensei, see you tomorrow" replied Hinata as she walked around the Leaf Village not wanting to go back to the Hyuga Compound so early.

"Maybe I should just quit being a ninja Lady Tsunade would understand, wouldn't she? I guess as long as I am passing through I'll go inside the library, to think about my decision."

She thought as she signed her name in the list of assistance of the library. She asks for a book called "Ninjas Training Guide" and she told her she would find it on the middle rack. Hinata went where she was told she'd find the book and pulled it out and read it silently in a chair.

Are you meant to be Ninja?

What are your reasons to become a ninja?

Do you feel like a failure or a success?

Are you giving up?

Are considering quitting?

Are you calm or are you hyperactive?

Do you like to plan ahead?

Would you consider reading the rest of the book?

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It took a while to answer because she gave it deep thought: "Because I am supposed to be the heiress of my clan and I wanted to be strong to protect those I love though it always seems they are protecting me. I feel like I'm reaching rock bottom and considering quitting. I am calm and like to plan ahead. I plan to read the rest of the book." As she shed a single tear in her right eye.

She read the rest of the book and decided to employ its training theory the next day and returned the book to the shelf it belonged. The librarian was shock to see she actually returned the book to where it belonged. Hinata left the library at 7 o'clock and wandered into a new shop called Basics and more and decided to by a new product called a portable cd player it included:

2 cds with tracks that had rock and rap/hip-hop

1 pair of headphones

1 pair of ear buds

It cost 1000 RYO it was said by the sales person it has an excellent quality, but she did not care how much she paid because she rarely went out shopping so she took her time to store her cd player in her weapons pouch. 15 minutes later she arrived at the Hyuga Compound.

Just in time for her father to scold her for being out so late and so un lady like, he definitely was a pure Hyuga, stoic and semi-irrational. She went to her room and changed into her pajamas and decided to give her cd player a test. She listens to one track from Three Days Grace called: Animal I've Become

After the song finished she put it to charge and went to sleep.

Nightmare:

"You disappoint me Hinata enough of these empty promises you are know a part of the side branch" Hiashi said branding her with the cage bird seal.

"I have decided to relinquish your status as a ninja of Konoha" Lady Tsunade said inside of her office in front of Konoha 12 and their sensei's taking her hitaite handing it to Shizune.

"I expected better from you" yelled Kurenai-sensei in the Hyuga Compound in front of Hiashi and the Elders of the clan.

The next day:

She woke up at 5 am gasping for air and decided to get ready concurring she did not want to go back to sleep. She ate breakfast and she left to a training area rarely used. First she stretched and jogged a few laps; subsequently she did sit ups, pushups and squats. Then she activated the Byakugan using the horse hand seal and practice her aim with shurikens and kunais as well as strikes with them. Later she practiced some gentle fist katas using the theory of "Ninjas Training Guide" but she was confronted by a certain brooding and moody Uchiha.

He asked "What are you doing here? Wait are you here to stalk me, fucking a annoying fangirls"

She answered "I di—i-dn't kn—o-ow yo-u ca—me he-rr-e S-su-ke –s—ssan. I—ho—nes—tl-tly don—'t k-know wha'—t th-ey s-e—ee in y—o-u"

He replied "Hn" and went to his strict training. Hinata just minded her own business and decided to leave half an hour later to the library to check something quickly. Then she went to Konoha's forest to practice her chakra control

Authors Notes: No Itachi will show up much later like the rest of the Akatsuki, they are in part 1 of Naruto they all made chuunin. No Sasuke didn't go to Orochimaru no he is not dead.

Konoha 12 all are 13 year old exept Lee 14 Neji 14 Tenten 14

The lyrics have been removed to avoid plagarism