Leave
By Moony
This song belongs to Matchbox 20 and I am in no way getting money from this or claming this to be my own work. I also do NOT own Gundam wing or it's characters. Each belongs to their rightful owners.
Okay, I've seen that this needs a little explaining. Heero and Relena are married, but they've been having problems and now Heero is leaving her. Relena knows he most likely won't be coming back, so this is how she handles it. I just heard this song and thought of my Destiny story a bit. I had to write a fic with it. PS Lady Scarlet Une Rules!!!! Love Moony

*It's amazing how you make your face just like wall.*
Relena looked absently at Heero from across the dinner table after he had told her his news.
*How you take your heart and turn it off.*
"That's it then?" She said. She turned away from his gaze.
*How I turn my head and lose it all.*
She turned back and he was gone
*It's unnerving how just one move puts me by myself.*
Relena saw a note. She picked it up. It read 'I'm staying at Duo's until we get this fixed.
*There you go just trusting some one else.*
Relena threw the note down. "What did I do?" she cried and burst into tears. The memories of everything went through her mind.
*Now I now I put us both through hell*
"I'm not saying there was nothing wrong, but I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me," Relena sobbed.
*I'm not saying we ever had the right to hold on I just didn't want to let it get away from me.*

Heero stood at Relena's front door as he told her good bye. He knew he'd be sorry some day, but not today...
*But if that's how you're gonna leave straight out from underneath, then we'll see who's sorry now*

Relena grabbed all his clothes out of their closet and saw that almost all of the clothes she had bought for him. All the guns, with her money and she hadn't even known about them.
*If that's how you're going to stand when you know you've been depending on the one you're leaving now. The one you're leaving out.*
She threw all 'his' clothes on the porch and told the servants not to touch it. She called Duo. He answered the phone.
"Hello?" Duo said happily.
"Tell Heero his clothes are on my porch," She whispered harshly and slammed the phone down. How could he have led her on like he did?
*It's aggravating. How you threw me on and you tore me out.*
Relena went to her bathroom and grabbed some pills. They had been pills Heero had bought her for her stress from her job.
*How your good intentions turn to doubt.*
He thought she might have been abusing them. The phone rang. She picked it up. It was Heero.
"Relena I just need to sort things out," He said plainly. She gripped the bottle.
"Get your clothes and leave me alone," Relena replied and put the phone down as her lip quivered. She couldn't believe she was losing...
*The way you needed time to sort it out.*
She looked at the bottle. It had plenty of pills in it now. She had quit her job and was going to be a housewife and was hoping she was pregnant, but she didn't care now. It was all over.
*Tell me is that how it's going to end when you know you've been depending on the one you're leave now? The one you're leaving out...*
She opened the bottle and put some of the pills in her hand. She took one at a time, but soon the bottle was empty. She fell on the floor. "If that's how it 's gonna leave straight out from underneath, then we'll see who's sorry now," Relena sighed and was gone.

At Relena's funeral Heero stayed behind and whispered to Relena through her coffin, "I'm not saying there was nothing wrong I just didn't think you'd ever get tired of me. I'm not saying you ever had the right to hold on. I just didn't wanna let it get away from me. I'm so sorry..."