Insanity:

A LelouchxShirley Drabble:

By: Usagi-Hime888

*TAKES PLACE AFTER SHIRLEY'S DEATH IN R2*

"Insanity= Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results." -Albert Einstein

That was exactly what Lelouch was doing. He kept repeating everything again. He kept playing Shirley's death scene in his head. The way the pool of blood covered her body. The way she stopped him from calling to get help. And of course, what she said to him.

"I fell in love with you again."

After everything, she still was in love with him. And Lelouch didn't know what to do. He wished she hated him. Then, her death would be easier to get through. But even so, he still couldn't move on.

He wished she was still alive, he wished his Geass worked on her, and she would smile like she always did. He expected different results.

Yes, Lelouch was going insane. The first step was when Euphie died. She was his beloved half-sister. Then, step two was losing his best friend, Suzaku. Finally, step three, was Shirley's death.

He loved her, more than any other woman that wasn't a family member. He wished it would go on forever...

But it couldn't.

"Lelouch, Zero fights for the weak, doesn't he?"

No, Zero fights for his loved ones.

"Then, why did he kill my father?"

Zero didn't mean to. Don't cry Shirley...

No, he really was going insane.

"I love you, Shirley Fennette..."

THE END