Chuck vrs Two sheets in the wind:

Sarah Walker laid in bed in her hotel room upset with herself at how she had treated Chuck earlier in the day. That day he just wanted something real between them. He begged her to let him in her heart but just could not. Partly because of the 49B hanging over both their heads, and also fear on her part. If the powers that be found out she was in love with him they would reassign her and possibly he would be thrown in a bunker. But more importantly it was her own fear of loving him fully. Sarah had never been in love before, it scared her immensely. She laughed at the great agent Walker who could confront villains of every type, but being in love for the first time in her life frightened her.

Chuck hurt and frustrated told her that he was going out with Morgan, Devon and Casey. As he put it he was going out to blow off steam and get shit faced! Sarah knew that Chuck was upset with her but would not throw his anger at her. She knew he had feelings for her, but she still felt guilty.

She lay in bed tossing and turning unable to fall asleep. She knew she could only finally sleep if Chuck lay beside her cuddling. She heard a knock at her door, she looked at the clock and it was 2:46 am. She grabbed her gun and went to the door to see who was there. Looking through the peep hole she saw it was Chuck. She opened the door and saw the funniest sight in her life, it was Chuck in an obvious stated of intoxication she had never seen him before.

"Chuck what are you doing here? "Sarah asked pulling her robe around here.

"Yes, I am Chuck or Charles Irving Bartowwwwwski! I am here to see Ms. Sarah Wa –lker. Is the young lady of the house in?"

"Chuck it's me Sarah! Are you drunk?"

"Who me? Well come to think of it, Yes I think I am totally ine-eebrated Miss. "

"Chuck please come in before you wake up the entire hotel." Sarah stated.

"Why thank you most kindly, I am here to see Ms. Walker if you mind the intru-sion." Chuck replied now stuttering his words.

"Chuck I've never seen you this drunk before? Sarah questioned.

" I am most assuredly not drunk miss, but I am to be exactly plastered two sheets in the wind.

Sarah heard Chucks cell go off and pulled it out of his jacket and saw it was his sister Ellie.

"Chuck is that you?" Ellie asked.

"Sorry Ellie its Sarah, Chuck is really drunk here in my place.

"Thank God Sarah, Devon, Morgan, and Casey came back here without Chuck and I was worried were he ended up. My nerdy brother is totally plastered by my guess?"

"Unfortunately yes Ellie," Sarah replied.

"My brother sometimes! "Ellie exclaimed. "I would love to teach him a lesson Sarah, hold on maybe we can Sarah!"

"How Ellie?" with a devilish grin forming on both women's faces.

"Sarah I don't know if you realize that whenever my brother drinks this much it is like truth serum, ask him anything and he cannot help but tell you the truth. If I were you ask him some really questions and he won't be able to lie to you. "

"Your kidding Ellie!" Sarah responded.

"I'm serious Sarah if you ask him he won't be able not to tell you, so now is your chance . Go for it girlfriend."

"Ok Ellie I will. Bye see you in the morning.

So a grin formed on Sarah's face, as she began to ask Chuck questions.

"Chuck can I ask you some questions is that ok?"

"Chuck when Carina asked you over to her hotel room did you want to have sex with her?"

"No miss"

"Why not Chuck?" Sarah asked.

"Because I am in love with Sarah!" Chuck answered plainly.

Sarah's jaw dropped at the truth in Chuck's words and tears started to form in her eyes. "You do, chuck?"

"Yes Miss I have always been in love with Sarah, from the first moment I met her and looked into her beautiful eyes. I gave her my heart and can't live without her. I would rather die that cheat on her."

"Her eyes Chuck?"

"Yes Miss, when I first laid my eyes at her beautiful face her eyes saved me."

"How Chuck? " Sarah asked with tears piling on her face.

"Can I tell you a secret Miss?"

"Yes you can"

Sarah's eyes are really, really special. They change color when she is happy, sad, scared, or angry. When my Sarah is happy her eyes look like two blazing blue stars, shining bright. But she Sarah is angry her eye's get very scary, but I still love her miss."

" I love Sarah when she is happy , or sad , or even when she is angry at me for screwing up again."

"You don't screw up, Chuck!"

"I do Miss, By not listening to her when she say's to stay in the car, Sarah worries and I make her upset with me. I am just a screw up , and I don't think I deserve such a wonderful woman in my life Miss. It's just I worry about her getting hurt too. I could not live if Sarah got hurt."

"You really love her Chuck?"

"Yes, with all my heart."

"I think she really cares for you too, chuck!"

"I don't know miss . Can I tell you a big secret Miss. But please don't tell Sarah she would kill me if she found out. Ok Miss." Chuck said.

"What secret Chuck?"

"I bought something very special for my Sarah but I don't know if I could ever give it to her.?"

"What is that Chuck?"

"Shhhhh, don't let Sarah know big secret! I bought her a very special, really special ring. But she would kill me if she knew, Sarah can be very scary when she is upset with me." Chuck said sheepishly.

"I won't tell her Chuck but what kind of ring Chuck?"

"I love my Sarah and I bought her a really Special engagement ring. I wanted to ask Sarah to marry me. But I don't know if she will just yell at me for being silly. But I truly love her all of her the good and bad. "

Sarah Walker just nearly had a major coronary when she heard that. She knew that Chuck had feelings for her but to hear him say that he loved her enough to ask to marry him , nearly caused her to fall off the side of the bed. A smile that rivaled the Chuck Bartowski full on smile came to her face.

"You bought it Chuck?"

"Of course Miss, I hid it really good. Sarah is really good at finding things"

"You did Chuck"

"Of course I hid it in my P.A.N.T.S. box in my room, but I don't know if Sarah would ever say 'Yes' to a big Nerd like me. I feel so stupid."

"You're not stupid Chuck, you're the smartest man I ever met." Sarah replied.

"No pretty lady, I'm stupid."

"Why would you say that Chuck?" she asked

"Shhhhhhhhh , please don't tell Sarah she would be sooooooo angry with me, if she ever knew. "

"Knew what chuck?"

"The night before Sarah entered my life when Ellie threw my birthday party she tried to get me to talk to other ladies, but I couldn't because I had finally made a decision."

Chuck drew a deep breath as the tears filled his eyes his body shaking as he fought to say the words. Even as drunk as he was he found it hard to say in his drunken stupor, Sarah touched his arm trying to get him to tell her what he had held inside for so long.

"Please chuck you can tell me."

"That night was the night I had finally made the decision to end it all, and my life." Chuck said.

Chuck finally could not hold back the years of pain he held inside him. From when he was a child, Stanford, Bryce's betrayal, and Jill's betrayal. He began sobbing uncontrollably as the pain he felt inside him threatened to overtake him. Sarah gasped as his revelation tears flowed from her eyes as she finally realized what was held inside of him for so long. She threw her arms around him , held him close and kissed him passionately. She saw just how much she and Chuck really were alike that she truly needed him as much as he needed her as well. She cupped his face and looking deeply into his eyes saw just how broken he was. But he still held his heart to her.

Sarah looked into his eyes and asked him "Chuck do you really love me?"

Chuck replied," Shhhhhhhhhhhh , Sarah would be upset if Chuck loved anyone else! He slurred.

"Chuck ! This is me Sarah, focus Chuck, look into my eyes! " Again she asked," CHUCK! DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME!"

Chuck then focused looking deeply into her eyes,

"Sarah?"

"Yes , it's me Sarah now answer my question! DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME, DAMMIT?" She said almost yelling at him to gain his attention.

"Yes, Sarah I love you, with all my heart." Chuck finally said trying to focus he attention into her blue eyes which were wet from her own tears.

"More than anything Sarah, in this world or the next, I love you!"

"Ok, let's go to bed and get some sleep, we need to really talk when you are sober and alert, but for now let's get some sleep. "Sarah said with a mixture of resounding love and fierce determination on her lips of what the next day held for both of them.

"OK pretty lady, I'M GOING TO GO BEDDY BYE NOW, Please don't tell my Sarah I'm sleeping in some woman's bed she can get really, really angry. "

"Nite, Nite pretty lady, love ya!

Chuck just collapsed on her bed and started snoring as she held him in her arms, Sarah stroked his lovely brown curls and kissed him goodnight. Se was finally able to fall asleep but knew they had a lot to talk about the next day.

"Love you too chuck, I love you too!