What I've Done
(This is set during The Great Discovery, after Thomas is abandoned by everyone he knows. This is in his POV, so we can understand his thoughts better.)
I don't understand. How could this happen? I never meant to hurt anyone, so why have I been become all alone like this? I have made mistakes in my life, but never as bad as this.
I don't know why I did this to everyone. I just wanted my friends and my leadership back. But now I've lost that altogether. I have to run through who has been shaken by this.
Edward, he was one of the wisest engines I ever met. When I first came, he was very welcoming and helped me understand what to do. He became a father figure to me, as he was the first one I met. He must be distraught by this, I'm sure. He probably can't understand why this has happened and must really be upset.
Henry, he was so wonderful. While he may have had his down sides, he was actually really amazing. He's probably thinking why I would do something like this. I know I'm not the best, but he was probably very happy when I started to be more supportive of him.
Gordon, we probably haven't had our good times. I know that he was a little too proud of himself at times, but he actually really does his best. After all, he has one of the most important jobs and we make good allies. If you're listening, Gordon, I want you to know that I had the best times with you during our allyship. And I hope you can find it in you to forgive me.
James, I know we haven't gotten too along well. I know he's the opposite of me, but he can really do his best when he's not distracted. And even though he had insulted me at times and I wasn't so nice to him, we somehow still managed to get along well. Especially when we were having fun before all of this started; we were in friendly competition instead of butting heads with each other like we usually did.
Poor Percy, he must be the most shaken by what has happened. We were both best friends, pretty much inseparable even though we had our times where things didn't go so well. So why has this taken him away from me again? He must be extremely distraught; he knows that I would never do something like this. I hope he can forgive him, he somehow finds himself able to in spite of how long he can stay mad at me.
Toby, he is certainly a really close friend to me. I never expected to get along so well with him, but during his first day here, he and I ended up becoming close friends. He probably must be shocked; he had known me for so long that he can't imagine that I would do such a thing.
Emily, she is certainly the one who stands out from all of us. Not just the fact that she's a female engine, but also what she brings to this team. Even though she could be a bit bossy and stubborn at times, she was actually very sweet and always looked out for us. I have to admit, I had taken a particular fondness to her. I don't know why, but she somehow seems to stand out for me.
I know I'm not the best, but everyone, if you're out there listening, I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you all so much and I know you all must be really upset. Please forgive me; I didn't mean for this to happen to you all.
