A VERY SAD CLARE FIC I JUST WROTE, ENJOY!

Let's go all the way tonight

No regrets, just love

Love is a tricky subject. Making love is even trickier.

All of my life, I was told that premarital sex was a sin. This is written in the bible and I believed with all my heart that it was true.

And then I met Eli and everything changed. He became my heart. And now, I believe with all my heart that this is something I want to share with him. This is something sacred and pure, and our love is something sacred and pure. So this can't really be a sin, right?

It can't be wrong.

I finally found you

My missing puzzle piece, I'm complete

It was spectacular, my night with Eli. It was everything I would hoped and more. It couldn't have felt more right.

You make me feel like I'm living a teenage dream

I can't believe this. My heart is shattered.

Eli has been in a car accident. Morty was gone for good, and now so was he.

My eyes fill up with tears as I try to accept this, though I know I never will. Was this how he felt with Julia? How could this happen to us? How could this happen to me?

I run to the bathroom and throw up. Can you be so sad you throw up?

Oh no.

I've lost everything. I've lost myself. I've lost my future. I've lost my boyfriend, my heart. My heart is gone.