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Sirius and Remus were together now, for quite a few months. Only few people knew it. And by few people, I mean James Potter and Peter Pettigrew. Sirius wasn't really ready to tell everyone about it. He didn't want to hurt Remus, but he just wasn't ready.

"I don't like your friend." Sirius said and looked at Remus. "You never told me about him. Jonathan.. He is a Slytherin, Moony."

Remus sighed. "Look, I told you. He really is nice.."

"..and bitchy. Besides that. He was into you, wasn't he? Oh, wait.. my mistake. He /is/ into you. He doesn't like me, because you chose me." Sirius smirked and tried to hide his jealousy. Yes, Sirius Black was jealous. He always got jealous when Remus talked about anyone else. No matter how old this person was or how ugly. He didn't wanted Remus to think about anyone else.

"Trust me, ok? I don't want to fight.. again!" Remus said as he cleaned up his bed and put his books together.

"I trust you.. I just don't.."

"'..trust the others.'" Remus finished Sirius' sentence. "Yes, I know that Padfoot. But you have to learn to deal with it. You know that I love you, don't you?" Remus smiled. And with the words Sirius smiled as well. "Yes, you love me. But I love you more!", he grinned.

"No. You don't!" Remus smiled and watched Sirius getting closer to him.

"Oh yes! I do.", Sirius said as he hugged Remus from behind, gently placing many kisses on his boyfriends neck.

"Nope." Remus turned around and smiled at him. Sirius cupped Remus' face and kissed him gently. Remus backed off and smiled softly. "Can you wait with that, Jon should be here, any se.." Remus' words were cut off by nothing else then a knock on the door. Moving away from his boyfriend Remus walked over to the door. This was one of the moments where the young Werewolf wanted to hide and disappear. The day had come where Sirius and Jonathan would finally meet. Remus smiled at Jonathan, feeling nervous throughout the greeting.

Please, please don't let Sirius go mental.. please!

Remus begged in his thoughts to Merlin. He looked at Sirius, how he was looking at Jonathan. He saw how Sirius eyes filled up with jealously and hate. And to be honest Remus loved it when Sirius got jealous. The thing he hated was how they fought.

"Hey, you must be Sirius then! I'm Jonathan, but you can call me Jon." The other boy said with what others would call friendly voice. But Sirius smiply raised an eyebrow. He didn't trust him, however.

"Hey." he said. "Yeah, I'm the great Sirius. Remus' boyfriend. Nice to meet you." he smirked and pulled Remus closer to him. Remus chuckled softly and pulled away slightly. Sirius was still looking at Jonathan. He wasn't bad looking and that was something Sirius really, really didn't like. He had longer dark brown hair. Green eyes, he was tall, yes, but not as tall as Sirius. And that was a good thing. Remus liked boys who were taller.

This round goes to me, Sirius thought and smirked happily.

"Uh.. where should I leave my bags?" Jonathan smiled shyly. He was going to stay for a while at their Apartment.

When Remus first told Sirius about that Sirius frowned. "Why?" was the first thing he asked. Remus sighed and smiled at his boyfriend. "Because I wanted to see him again, and since I know that you don't trust me enough to let me sleep over at his's, he is coming over." To which Sirius had scoffed, being the drama queen that he is. "Oh! Oh! Well why Moony my dearest. You go over to him, get seduced and then..?" he shook his head, crossing his eyes, his voice sounding pathetically sad and whiny. Remus smiled and walked across the room to his boyfriend. "But the only one who can seduce me is you, Pads." Sirius was still not happy with that answer but he didn't wanted to fight either. "Fine.. but why in our Apartment? He is a Slytherin and THIS is a place for Gryffindors, not for Slythersuckers. He could go and get himself a motel or something?" Remus chuckled and sat down on Sirius lap. "Because he is /my/ friend and you know that I wouldn't let friends of mine stay at a dirty motel. Please don't make it so hard for me. It'll be all fine, I promise." Remus kissed Sirius softly and stood up again.

"Uh.. I didn't think about it yet." Remus said, blushing. He thought about everything. What they could do, how Sirius would react, how James and Peter would hate him just because Sirius did. Everything. But not about where the boy would sleep.

"Oh, I have an idea!" Sirius smirked happily and when he saw that Remus eyes widened, he winked at his boyfriend. "You can have the couch. And we'll sleep in our bed." Sirius smirked but Remus shook his head. "No.. we have a guest room. You can sleep there." The werewolf smiled. Sirius pouted at that. He didn't want him to be comfortable and welcome. Shrugging Sirius pressed his lips against Remus' and Remus chuckled. "Stop that, Pads." he said smiling. Jonathan nodded, walking over to Remus. "Where is it then?" he asked nicely.

"Oh just right here. Give me your bags. I'll carry them, you must be exhausted." said Remus, gentle and kind as always.

"That's really not necessary." smiled Jonathan walking with Remus to the guestroom, leaving behind a very displeased dog.

"I'll change the covers!" Remus quickly said realizing the mess he and his boyfriend left behind. Waving his wand, with a blush on his cheeks, the covers got changed.

Sirius got up and walked over to the guest room, entering. Jonathan smiled and Remus blushed. Sirius looked at the other boy with a 'keep-your-hands-away-from-my-boyfriend' look.

"This house smells like you, you know that Remus? Chocolate everywhere." said Jonathan.

"Yeah, /my/ Moony really does smell lovely!" Sirius said with a jealous tone in his voice and pulled Remus quickly back to him.

"Yeah.. right." Jonathan said quietly and rubbed his neck. "Thanks a lot, guys. You know.. for letting me sleep here." he smiled and began to takes his clothes out of his bag. Sirius watched him closely and simply nodded when Remus whispered to him to calm himself down. He saw how organized he was. Just like Remus. He saw all the books Jonathan had. Just like Remus. He saw the chocolate he pulled out of his bag and how he put them next to 'his' bed. Just like Remus. But he never saw this innocent look in his eyes. Not so like Remus.

Maybe they would be better for each oth.. NO! Moony belongs to Padfoot and Remus belongs to Sirius!, Sirius desperately though.

After a few weeks Sirius got used to Jonathan but still, whenever he got a bit too close to Remus, Sirius did everything to get all the attention. But after a while he got tired of it.

I'm his bloody boyfriend. I shouldn't try to get his attention. He should give it to me, all by himself. I'm Sirius Black for fuck's sake..when did I become a little piece of shit like that? He is the one who should get jealous. I'm like the most handsome guy in ever. Every girl would love to have a shag with me and I would have to do nothing to get it. To get them!

That was something Sirius thought often in the last few weeks. He felt like shit. He did everything to get Remus' attention. Everything he could think of and soon he had enough and soon he noticed that Jonathan became more open when there were in public and soon he couldn't think of any other ideas to get Remus' attention. Jonathan knew that Sirius' and Remus' relationship was a secret. Jonathan always moved closer to Remus when they were in public, but it seemd like Sirius was the only one who noticed it. And Sirius hated that. It seemed like he was the only one who didn't trusted him. James and Peter liked him, even though they told Sirius that they thought that Jonathan was a tosser. Sirius knew when they lied. Sirius knew his friends. And most importantly, he knew his boyfriend. Remus liked Jonathan, a lot, and that was killing him.

Sirius sat in the library, which Remus desperately wanted, studying. Yes. Sirius Black was studying. For Remus. For his heart, that's at least what he called Remus. 'Moonlove' or 'Moonheart'. He loved Remus. He never felt a love like this. Never. He loved how Remus was sleeping. How Remus was eating, drinking, studying. How Remus was ashamed of his scars, even though Sirius loved every single one of them. How Remus became aggressive when the full moon came closer. How Remus kissed. How Remus smelled. How Remus cuddled. How Remus hold his hand. How Remus exactly knew how he could turn Sirius on. How Remus smiled. Oh, his smile. That was one of Sirius favorite things about Remus. His smile. A simple smile made Sirius happy more then anything else. Sirius felt like he could win over the whole world, if Remus just kept on smiling.

After a while of Studying, Sirius was hearing noises. Too loud for his taste. Reading porn required attention. And since Sirius had certain things in his mind to get Remus attention fully to himself that night, he needed to focus.

He sighed and put the book down, standing up and cleaning up the mess that he had made in their library. Remus would kill him if he ever found out that Sirius would step over books to get to the shelf's. Well, it wasn't his damn fault. How should he be able to walk freely when the floor was covered in books.. Made out of books at this point, Sirius though wryly to himself.

Sirius frowned deeply as he heard the door close shut and a muffled "fuck". Frowning more he walked out of the room only to see a very upset looking Remus.

"Where is our, oh-so-beloved, guest?" Sirius asked sarcastically with a grin, which turned quickly in a sad look on his face.

"Moony.. what's wrong love?" he stepped closer to his boyfriend, hugging him tightly.

But Remus didn't speak, simply shaking his head, covering his mouth tightly with his hands.

Sirius stroked his boyfriends back, holding him tightly, trying to comfort him even though he had no idea what was going on. He sighed and sat down with him, holding him tightly, placing kisses on his forehead, playing with his hair.

Perhaps Remus now saw what a dick-saw Jonathan was.. Seriously, even his name was pretentious. He smiled at that, of course he didn't want his boyfriend to be upset but Jonathan was simply not welco-

"W-We kissed."

"Huh?" Sirius pulled away, frowning deepening.

"J-Johnathan.. a-a-and I.. kissed." Remus whispered.


A.N.: Alright I've edit it.. basically changed it completely because.. Jesus Christ what I wrote before is just embarrassing. Excuse me. Anyway, this isn't beta read so don't judge me? Please? There are probably still more mistakes in it and tropes but I will go over it again in two year probably. EXCUSE ME SO MUCH! Enjoy and review if you'd like too. 3