So here's a thought. what happens when you take villain Deku theme and smash in a genderbend? you get genderbend villain femdeku!
disclaimer: i don't not own my hero academia, that title belongs Kohei Horikoshi.
Chapter 1.
Today was like any other. Actually scratch that, today was horrible! Our teacher mention about our future decisions and of course he predicted everyone wanted to be a hero. Even I, a quirkless nobody believed I could be a hero. But my heart started sinking when my teacher stated my goal. I could feel my cheeks turn red from embarrassment. It got worse since Bakugou my child hood 'friend' had pushed me to the ground. His red raging eye's gleamed with fury and anger before he spoke in a angered voice "you think you can be a hero Deku!?" he shouted, "someone like you with no quirk, no hope and no one, yet you have the nerve you still try!" I could feel his anger emitting from him, the pure hatred of his aura infecting other's as i heard their teases and mocking. "I think anyone can be a hero" I mutter under my breath, fortunately Bakugou's ear's caught my words. His eye's turned from a raging fire to a murderous glare. "you really. Really think you can be a hero" he spoke in a casual tone which frightened the whole class. I could already sense the barrage of anger coming my way. "now bakugou. Not on school grounds" our teacher stated. I was relieved yet terrified. Oh gosh i'm doom! I started to have a inner panic trying not show signs of it.
(this is a line for a time skip is you couldn't tell)
The bell rung as usual. Only unlike most times, I was ten times more desperate to get out of here. Immediately as the bell finished I got out of my chair, brush the imaginary dust off my skirt and did a walk like run towards the door. I felt hope fill my chest as I reached the door. Only for it all to crushed as Bakugou was standing right in-front of me. His red glaring eye's made me feel weak compared to my short stature Curse you biology I knew it wouldn't do help but maybe some god would grant me to become six foot. I started to panic as the rest of the class started to leave, including the teacher. I tried yelp out to see if he would intervene. Only for my mouth to be block his bakugou's hand.
A few minutes later and everyone was gone except for me, Bakugou and his two companions. I felt shiver's travel down my spine Was he going to beat me up!? Insult me!? or is there something worse! My mind race with paranoia. only for my body to be shoved against the ground making the height differences roughly two feet apart. The silence was broken by his voice "let me make this clear" His voice was calm, too calm. I knew this mean't he was serious oh gosh was all my thoughts could do as he started to continue his sentence "you will never be a hero, ever. no matter what you think or what you do you will be a failure, a disappointment to the human race. nothing but a pathetic, hopeless girl who can't do anything... Ever!" Those words. They cut even deeper, something about his serious tone turned those words from wounds to scar's. "If you really want to do the world a favour, then how about taking a nice swan dive off the roof. Who know's maybe you'll get a quirk in the next life" His smirk was filled with evil as his companions start mocking me.
I rise up standing on my feet once again, trying my best not to let tear's be released. It didn't help that he also destroyed my 'hero analyse book' and threw it into the small school fountain.
I walked down towards the fountain thinking over what bakugou said then how about taking a nice swan dive off the roof The thought sent shivers down my back He doesn't mean it right? right!? I knew Bakugou was no gentleman but he didn't actually want to to suicide right? My mind flooded with questions, some of which escaped my mouth. But it was put to an end when an image All Might formed in my head No! I'm going to be a hero, quirk or no quirk, I will make it happen!
How could this happen! My thoughts running with fear and terror. A villain with some sludge mutation or transformation quirk subdued me stating he needed a body to hide in, the thought terrified me knowing i'd become a walking corpse for some random villain "thanks kid your a 'real' hero. A body like yours will no doubt stay under the radar" his voice echoed in the under bridge I was currently walking through. I was blacking out and struggling to breathe, all I could do now was hope. Like that my mind blacked out and I was dead. "hey kid, kid you awake? earth to kid?" I heard a voice above me. It was only when my vision cleared that I gazed upon All might himself. My mind shifted into overdrive as I couldn't register any words out of my mouth. The only words I could process and speak were "all... save... autograph!?" I felt like an idiot as my brain was still in overdrive. I go into an even more panicked state as I wanted his autograph. It's only when I pick my the notebook and see a whole page with 'All Might' written on it, I almost blacked out again from the shear thought of meeting All might. This is amazing! All Might! The hero of hero's is right here with his amazing smile! His epic! His... amazing muscles I start to lose only to regain it from the pure fear of mumbling what I had thought. "t-thank you A-All Might sir!" was all I could release from my vocal cords. "Any time kid! Now if you excuse me I must be heading off! Crime is always a foot!" I was so happy that I had completely forgot something "wait!" I shrieked and from the pained expression of All might's face, it didn't sound "Please wait I just have one question! Please its important!" I was almost begging at that point I need to know Was what ran through my mind, All might's expression was still smiling as he started to walk towards me "very well. It can't hurt! What's your question my girl!" I gulped I'm really doing this. I'm really gonna ask him. My thoughts started to fade, as I mustered up all my courage into this single question that will effect my entire future. "All my life I've been deemed hopeless because I don't have a quirk. But I've heard stories generations ago about people who could fight even without quirks. I've always wanted to be a hero but I need clarification if it's possible. Is...is it p-possible for me t-to become a h-hero?" I hole body quaked in anxiety. I asked him for his answer. I can't back down now. He turned towards me, his smile still stands but I could feel guilt in his eye's Please no. I need this please All Might don't fail me. I'm grasping on a ledge of hope! He started to move his mouth and with it, his words "look my girl... There's no easy way to tell you this. it's just not possible those hero's back then were fighting villains whom hadn't had quirks. I'm sorry it's just not...possible" My world was falling apart No No No! don't do this to me All might please! Everyone has given up on me! My Mom! My father! My friends! My society! Please don't say it! I was trying so hard to hold back my tears, Only just being able too. But my cheeks were red, I was trembling and I knew if I were to speak my voice would crack. All Might finished his sentence with words I never wanted to hear "i'm sorry my girl. you can't be a hero" My world crumbled around me. I crumbled down on myself. my own soul being shattered I should known. I-i was only delaying the t-truth. My body was trembling. Even as All Might approached me my trembling wouldn't stop "My girl a-are you all right?" his voice filled with concern. I couldn't do this to him. He had to much on his plate saving people and fighting villains. He didn't need to worry about a nobody. I tried to put on a smile stated "I-its all right All M-might. I-i should of k-known better. I w-was only delaying the t-truth." nothing at that moment felt right. I've watched movies were the master takes upon the apprentice. I brush the imaginary dust off my skirt for the second time and slowly walk away "My girl wait! do you need to go to the hospital!?" his voice boomed silencing out the nearby car's "I-it's ok! really...I just need to...re-think some goals of mine" I turned around and started walking away finally letting a few of the tear escape before I would walk home and sulk in my bed.
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If bakugou ever found out I was acting like this. He would just yell at me calling me weak and pathetic for having a self pity moment. But I couldn't help it, my dreams were crushed by the very person who inspired those dreams. Without them, i'm just a sulking sad excuse of a person. I really didn't want to go to school, not in my current state. So I turned on my in-bed heater to rise my temperature. It was even more believable since i cried myself to sleep and my cheeks were a burning red. I was allow to stay at home, My Mom (Inko) needed to run some errands and would later catch up with friends. I forget some much of a kind and lucky person I was, she put so much time into me that she loss her own. To think my time was wasted on chasing a dream that could never happen. "i'm off Izumi!" My mother's voice was clear and filled with joy, all I could respond was with a mumble like groan. "there's food in the fridge if you get hungry!" How was her voice so joyful? oh right. because I never told her about my interaction with All might, I just stated I was sick. Nothing more nothing less. I heard the clamp of the door shut leaving my isolated in the apartment for what would roughly be a while, my Mom whenever she had the chance would go out and see her friends meaning she could be gone for hours on end.
After a couple hours rest I built up some energy that I could use to at less clean myself up. I had a shower, brushed my teeth and got some clothes on. I wasn't really in a mood for bright colours and instead wore a black shirt covered by a dark green hoodie, my pants were dark blue with two streaks of white on each each, they were shabby and covered my legs, lastly I wore some old sneakers that were a dark grey with white laces and a nice dark shade of blue to outline the edges of it. After I got dressed I walked out of my apartment, locked it and head towards the mall to clear my head.
I walked within the crowd thinking what to do, I could shop, maybe get something to eat, just wan- Before I could finish my thoughts I bumped into some, instead of my casual sorry I blurted out "Watch where your going idiot!" My face was covered in anger until the revelation hit me. What was I thinking, in moment of panic I returned back to normal "Oh my gosh sir I didn't mean to say that! i've...just been having a bad day" I just about mumbled the last part. The man in-front of me looked to be rather young, however his face look very dry, his light blue hair covered a large portion of his face. he simply wore a V shape black neck shirt and black pants, even his shoes where black. When I looked down I could see the man had a small stack of paper, My 'be nice to everyone' side kicked in as bent down and started picking up the papers until they were folded into a nice small stack once again. "Again sir i'm so sorry I really didn't mean to insult I just woke up on the wrong side of the bed" I spoke as I bow downed a little. The young man, or more teenager spoke, his voice was raspy and even sounded like he's been in a desert "everyone has bad days. doesn't matter who they are. everyone has them. But I shouldn't have to suffer because of your issues" his tone was clearly annoyed yet understanding. I apologised once again only to receive a grunt and to walk away. I continue to walk around the mall buying myself something to eat and a new pair of headphones since bakugou broke my last ones. I was about to head to the second floor when that same called me as he walked over holding my burnt notebook!? How did he get that? I must of dropped it I already knew he'd probably get angry since the previous example encounter wasn't amazing. Once again my 'be nice to everyone' side kicked in and I bowed apologising again. Only his voice didn't seem angry, he spoke in a rather pleased manner which took me off guard. "you dropped your notebook" he was holding it with the exception of his pinky, before I could respond he quickly stated "My quirk decay's anything I touch with all five of my finger's." I was a little jumped by that statement but none the less accepted my notebook, thanked him and walked away. But just as I was out of sight he quickly spoke "Why are you upset?" The question took me off guard, no one ever wanted to know how I felt! this almost made me cry but thanks for the surrounding people being everywhere I was able to hold it back. As I spoke my voice trembled knowing someone wanted to actually know my problems! "Well you see sir, my whole life i've wanted to be a hero, b-but when your quirkless apparently you can't be one" I started to clenched my fist "people said it wasn't possible that no one who's quirkless could ever be a hero" I started to shake "even All Might himself told me it's not possible for the quirkless to be heros!" I yelled the last part of my sentence earning a few glare's. I was so angry that didn't even realise that I just told some random stranger my issues he didn't need to know "I-i'm sir I d-didn't mean to p-put my problems on y-you!" How could I be so stupid. This man probably wanted a quick answer not a full on speech. "I-i'll be going now" as I quickly dash away from embarrassment. Little did know that the stranger was thinking something completely different as he walked out of the mall. This girl's skills can be used, she's been broken by society and judged for not having what other's were born with A sinister smirk grew upon his face She's some one we can use, master would most diffenitely want some one with those analytical capabilities His smile grew wider as he start mumbling out small chuckles I'll report to master and let him decide. He said I should start finding members for the league. He always told me to see opportunity where other's didn't, hopefully he'll be most pleased. That day the man walk away knowing he had found a new soon to be member of the league.
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I still didn't want to go to school. But my mom said I was better and I looked much healthier. School continued as normal, classes, break, bullying and classes. I tried to ignore Bakugou but he wouldn't leave me alone, constantly speaking his mind towards me. Every word that came out of his mad me angrier and angrier. All I wanted was a quiet day at school. "Deku you bastard! Listen to me when i'm talking to you!" His voice was superior to all the noises around him. He could see right through me knowing I wasn't listening, His turned from annoyance to fury. "Don't ignore me Deku!" from there he grabbed the collar of my shirt pulling me towards him. His face was filled with rage and his expression said it all. "people who ignore me suffer!" He then grabbed my newly brought earphones and started stomping on them repeatedly with his foot. I was about to plead when I felt my hand curl into fist and punched him. What have I done! My mind was racing as to the reason of my sudden out burst of rage. Why did I punch him? I've been friends with him for years, he's done this multiple times so why was this different? My thoughts were cut short as Bakugou grab the collar of my shirt again and repeatedly used his quirk. the impact of each explosion stung with agony, internal damaged sided with the burns left my arm in pain leaving then sleeve chard. My arm continue to scream in pain, telling to rest and using my arm. it's only when the teacher notices the chard mark that he speaks "Ms. Midoriya, I think you should leave and rest for a couple of day's and Bakugou. Please stop injuring Ms. Midoriya." those words shook me He knew. That bastard knew I was getting injured and nothing what kind of useless teacher does! I would of continued to rage my thoughts but I was put too a halt when the teacher spoke this, this time with a hint of anger "Ms. Midoriya I suggest you head home. now" his voice clearly stating 'your pushing it' I was terrified, I back stabbed my teacher, I was already embarrassed so I just slowly got up, walk towards the door, grabbed my beg, then left.
I walk down the hallway's to exit the school still wearing my uniform. I didn't know what was happening to me. first my punch against Bakugou now this? I've never been like this. All this anger, sadness, rage was in me. why? this isn't how a hero should act! My sudden statement in my mind repeated and repeated. 'This isn't how a hero should act' had me at the edge. My face turned red and my eye's started to water with some tear's escaping. The realisation hit me. Nothings wrong with me. I've just only realised that I'm not acting like a hero because I can't be a hero. What's the point in always trying to act heroic if I can't even be a hero. That realisation hit me hard, with it came a mixed series of sulking, raging and depression. I had ripped and destroyed all my hero merchandise then laid on the bed curled up in a ball It's not fair! Is all that ran threw my mind and mumbled through my mouth. It truly wasn't fair, I've done everything thing I can, I helped, I volunteered, I donated I did everything I could to help other's even if I was quirkless. But no one ever acknowledge me, they always saw me as weak, defenceless, helpless and quirkless. It was driving me mad "Why should I accept society if they won't accept me" I muttered.
(Another location within the city, a nice wooden style bar hidden away from all eye's)
I stood there. Waiting a litte nervously for master's opinion. I had copied a few of the note's that girl had taken with my phone and read them out loud to him. I couldn't tell his immediate reaction, it was just a dead look, no expression, no change no nothing. "you say this girl is broken Shigaraki? how so?" His voice had curiosity surrounding it, I replied almost immediately. "I didn't catch her name but I know she wanted to be a hero and was rejected. Even All Might said she couldn't be a hero from what she said." his mouth spawned a villainous grin, I felt pride rise within me. "very, very good Shigaraki, this is actually what I taught you to do, to look beyond and see opportunity where other's couldn't. Just from these few note's we already have some weakness on some hero's we never knew, You even stated you saw strategies?" His voice was fill with amusement which lead my pride to grow more. "yes master! I think her abilities could be very useful, she seems to lack any physical strength but with training she could become an a useful asset" I realise how much credit I was giving this girl. I already had a feeling what master would say. "yes from what you've stated she sounds like a very valuable asset if we acquire her. She may be useful but we still don't know everything about her, she could reject the offer if she wanted too" His statement seriously popped a hole in my pride, deflating it into nothing. "but i'm sure I can convince her to join us." Master's voice sure had a lot of confidence in it. Me and master had finished talking, with that I turned the screen off. I then sipped from my drink which Kurogiri finally gave me "I must say Shigaraki you found a valuable asset if she joins. I look forward to seeing her." after my drink I walked up to my room hearing the small creaks here from there. I opened my door and can't even be bothered to change, so I just doze off.
(Author's note)
I want the first page or two (maybe three) to sort of alter her, right now I want make sure she meet's them, she starts training, get's a costume (most important part really) and then the LoV arc of the first series.
Leave a reveiw, I probably won't read it. But maybe I will.
