Is it possible to miss someone, when they are in the same room, you just can't talk to them?

Edward broke up with me. Is that what is causing me to want to change? Why?

What did I do for him to want to break up with me?

Whatever I did shouldn't be whats causing me pain. I knew he was cheating on me, but he said he didn't want to cheat anymore.

Did he not want to cheat on her? Did he just not love me?

I had to get over him. I only have 2 more classes today. I just have to get through biology, go to P.E.

I told my dad I was going to get my hair cut, maybe I could change everything about it, and maybe even everything about me. Fuck college, I am not going there.

Its decided. I am going to change everything about me, appearance wise. I don't want this body that he touched then threw away because it was older, and used.

DING DING DING DING

I only have P.E. Left now and I am going to try to play, just to shove it in his face.

Or maybe I could ditch P.E.?

Then get my hair done. Thats what I will do.

I walked out to my car. I needed to drive quickly. I really need to watch for teachers and him.

I quickly got to the hair salon. The hair cutter said, "How much do you want cut off?"

"Whats the strangest hairdo you can do that will look weird and sexy all at the same time?"