Ok, so, I'm just starting to write this but I wanted to give you guys the first chapter. Just a reminder for those who haven't read the first part in a while and to give you an idea about what's going on in Scott's head.

The second part of the series is all from Scott's POV and picks up right after the meeting with Deucalion.

Chapter 1

I was walking home from meeting with Deucalion and the alpha pack, thinking everything over that has happened in the past few months. I lost my best friend and my girlfriend to Derek and his pack. Not only has he managed to convince more people to get the bite and become cursed like me; he's even gone as far as convincing Sheriff Stilinski that this is ok. That Derek cursing more teenagers is perfectly fine! I just don't understand why no one can see where I'm coming from here.

Before we got the bite we were just regular kids; we went to school, lacrosse practice and had normal lives. Now we're all condemned to a life of running from hunters and making sure we don't let anyone know what we are. How are they ok with this?

Especially Stiles; he's not even a wolf and he's gotten himself involved in this; involved in Derek even! Derek, a man who he's constantly said that he hated for the past year, and now all of sudden, they're in love? It doesn't make any sense! And now, if want to get my best friend back I have to play nice with him?! I don't understand how Stiles just expects me to forgive and forget what Peter did to me, and what Derek stole from me. But I guess considering I did attack him, I can make an effort to at least apologize to the rest of the pack, at least until I make a decision about Deucalion's offer.

According to Deucalion he knows of a way that I can be human again, that all of us can be human again, but he won't tell me unless I help him get rid of Derek. He doesn't want me to kill him or anything, he just wants me to give some information sometimes about what goes on in the pack meetings. So, it's not like I'm really doing anything against Stiles, right? I don't know what to do. On one side, I feel like that I'm going against Stiles if I agree to help Deucalion, but then and again if I do help him we can all go back to the way life was before Derek and his stupid werewolf shit came around. Is it so wrong that I want a normal life; that I want my friends to have a normal life?

I finally got back to my house and went upstairs to my room; I laid on my bed and continued to think everything over. Should I help Deucalion? Will it hurt Stiles if I do? Is there really a way for me to be human again? Can I make amends with Derek and Peter?

I wish I knew what to do, or at the very least have someone to talk to about this; but the person I normally go to for advice is Stiles and I'm not ready for him to know about all of this just yet. I guess the easiest thing to do would be to start apologizing to the rest of the pack first, before I make a decision about Deucalion. I know that I shouldn't start with Peter, or Jackson, or Boyd for that matter, considering that they're the ones that beat me up for hurting Stiles in the first place. I guess I should start with Isaac, he hasn't attacked me and we were pretty close before all of this, maybe he'll be easier to start with.

So, just a snippet of where Scott is mentally and his plan. This story will be completely from his point of view. Please remember this is only the second part so there's plenty more to come. Ideas are welcomed and appreciated! Please just PM them to me!

Merry Christmas!