Fandom: Big Time Rush

Pairing: Kenlos Hint of Cargan (Maybe?)

Story Title: You're Crazy, But I Love You

Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush, it's characters, or it's plot. I do own my plot and my gayness, so live and deal with it!

Author Note: Okay so I would like to point out that Kendall is my favorite and Carlos is my second favorite so sorry if I do not put the other boys in this much (except Logan may play a small side-roll)

Side-Note: This fic is slight AU because it disregards many happenings in the show.

You're Crazy, But I Love You – Chapter 1 of ?

[Kendall's POV]

I was the first one back at the apartment. My Mother and Katie were at a girl's store or something. James is off to a photo shoot that's gonna take a few days. Logan is in Minnesota for his Grandmother's funeral. Carlos had spent the day with his father, showing him the town because his father recently moved to a near by apartment building and joined the local police station. I had gone for a walk through the park that's not far from the Palm Woods. I had thought about a lot of things but one big thing I reminisced about when we met back in 9th grade, before either of us met James of Logan.

~flashback~

As I walked to my first hour I noticed a kid pushing people aside and sliding down railings. He shouted something in Spanish and ran towards the class I was about to enter I held the door open as the bell began to ring. He got safely inside. I did not. The teacher yelled at me for being late on my first day. I sighed then walked to my seat, which happened to be next to that Spanish kid. "Hey thanks for holding the door open for me. I'm Carlos." I nodded. "I'm Kendall." We shook hands and began to pay attention to the teacher.

~end flashback~

I hadn't meant to fall in love with him, but it happened. Yes, I Kendall Knight am Gay. Shocked? Too bad the guy I fell for is overly straight. Speaking of him...

[Carlos' POV]

I took a deep breath. Alone with Kendall... Accident waiting to happen. The last time we were alone together, we just talked and I NEARLY kissed him. I shook the thoughts from my head and opened the door. Kendall was on the couch 'in thinking mode' I thought. I attempted to sneak past him into our room. Attempted is the correct word because by the time I was halfway to our door, Kelly came in and yelled, "Kendall! Carlos! You two are going to do the first half of the new song." Kelly announced. "But James and Logan aren't here." Kendall stated. "Oh I know. The song is called 'Double Duet'. You and Carlos sing the first verse, you all sing the chorus then James and Logan sing the second verse, then you all sing the bridge and the chorus." Kelly informed us then dragged us out the door.

~time/place change~

[Normal POV]

As we stood in the recording studio looking over the music Kelly and Gustavo conversed. "Are you sure about this?" Gustavo asked. Kelly stared Gustavo down. "I know what I saw." Kelly replied. "Okay fine," Gustavo pressed the intercom button, "Okay dogs, start."

Kendall: "As we're singing, walking the streets of this crowded city,"

Carlos: "Everyone is staring at us, like we deserve their pity,"

Kendall: "I don't know why, but suddenly you make me wanna cry,"

Carlos: "I think it's this place, and your beautiful face,"

Both: "But suddenly I think I feel what you feel too,"

Gustavo stopped them and he and Kelly clapped. "That was great dogs. Now go in the practice room and practice." Kendall and Carlos were surprised. Gustavo had complimented them. They shrugged then left the room. They began to sing the chorus together.

Both: "Even in this new world, I think I can understand,

that not everything, is placed in the palm of our hands.

We've gotta go and find it, and take it as our own,

but sometimes, you just don't know where to go."

End Chapter 1

A/N that "song" is my poem so please don't just take it and call it yours. IT'S MINE!

thanks so uh review kindly any and all flames will be used to roast marshmallows.

~The Lady Steven