In front of the cameras it's all "I love you"s

But when they aren't looking I'm just confused.

Peeta, I don't know what to say.

I didn't want for it to end up this way.

You're the boy with the bread

and I'm glad that you aren't dead.

I kept you alive and we made it through.

together you knew we could do it too

but I can't say you're making this easy.

Was it all made up in these games?

Was our love just a way to fame?

I wish I knew what to do

but I'm just not sure if my love is for you.

All this times and I had no idea.

If only I had known how you feel.

You kissed me that day in the woods

and now I'm just wishing that I could...

could tell you the way I feel about you.

But after all this I just don't know what's true.

Gale, I'm sorry I hurt you like this

but I just don't know after that kiss.

Maybe it is all just too much drama.

Any more of this and I'll end up in a coma.

I really don't know as of today.

I guess I'll just wait and find out what happens in Mockingjay.