The Cullen boy.
Edward waved in my direction, he smoldering good looks dazzling me. I would go down on my knees for him!! I raise my hand and give it a shake as a respond. The girl behind me sniggers, as does Edward. It's his girlfriend, Tanya.
God I was jealous of her. She had EVERYTHING. Glossy strawberry-blonde hair, wavy and swayed around her waist; stunning golden eyes, ones that matched Edwards and skin so pale and clear, in looked translucent. And she had Edward.
He's never really known I existed, of course; technically that's my fault. I hide away from him at all costs, he terrifies me but I still love him. He has this way of looking at you. As if you're dancing weirdly or there's a black smudge on your nose. Whichever it is it doesn't exactly boost my confidence. Though of COURSE, my confidence is ALWAYS sky-high. (As if?!)
Tanya dances around me, reaching up for Edward. They have a full on… hello…. As they hug goodbye he frowns at me, like im annoying him somehow, then shakes his head slightly and walks on. He does that a lot with me. Sometimes I think he's trying to secretly tell me he loves me, but of course that can't be it. Most of the time I think he agrees with everyone else, I don't fit in here; I should leave as quickly as possible.
Mike runs up to me, gives me a quick peck and says "Bella, honey you ready to go?"
"Yeah, I'll see you in English lit." I give him a quick kiss and run off. Me and mike don't really have mutual feeling for each other. He always tell me he loves me and I can't bring myself to lie and tell me the same back, I always say 'thanks'. He's going to notice eventually. I can't hold it up much longer; soon I will be saying 'cool'. Im SURE he will react well to that…
The school day is finished, Charlie hangs up his gun and yells up to me, letting me know he's home and when will dinner be ready. I lie in bed, thinking of the day so far – not looking forward to tomorrow, another day of lies, another day of seeing HIM, and another day of not being with my mum.
