Hey everyone, the sequel is finally here! I had so much fun writing this and i hope you enjoy! I won't delay.a anymore...enjoy the sequel to Hidden Feelings! I love you all. Oh I do sugestt reading the first story first


Chapter 1

The alarm clock in our room went off and my eyes fluttered open slowly. Today was pretty special. It was the first day of December, making it official Christmas time in my book. I looked up to stare at the still slumbering face of my amazing husband, Logan.

"Logan," I called. "Time to get up."

He didn't even stir. I lifted my head from his chest and planted a soft kiss on his still lips. His eyes fluttered opened slowly and he smiled at me. I loved waking him up this way, so I smiled back.

"Good morning love," he smiled.

"Morning Logiebear," I smiled back.

"Do you have to work today?" he asked.

"Yup, on the clock for a few hours," I answered.

Since our last Big Time Rush concert back in March, I've been through the training force at the local station and became a police officer. It took me a while to come to that consensus though. My dad was a cop and I always looked up to him, so I followed in his footsteps and I love it.

Logan on the other hand started medical school almost immediately after the concert, or should I say continued. None of us knew that Logan had been taking online classes for years, so after BTR ended, he went on to an actual school to continue his degree and he actually only has about a year left, so he's started a student study at the hospital, actually helping patients. Between the two of us, we had a nice income to support our kids.

"You better be safe," he said.

"You better be careful at the hospital today…wouldn't want you to bring diseases home to my babies," I chuckled, even though I was serious.

"You know I won't," he laughed and kissed me. "Let's take a shower together."

I nodded and we both got out of bed. We both walked in and I started the shower while Logan got undressed. When I turned around, he was completely naked and I whistled. For a man that had a baby, he sure didn't look like it. I've been going to the gym to get rid of my baby fat, and it's been working rather well.

I got undressed as well and we both got in the shower. We actually did wash, but then we started helping each other and things got a bit naughty. Sex in the shower is amazing… nuff said. After two years, our sex drive is still incredible. It still saddens me that I don't remember our first time on account of my drunkness, but I'm sure it was amazing.

After our hot (double meaning there) shower. We both got dressed in just shorts and t-shirts.

"I'll go start some breakfast while you get the kids up," Logan suggested. "Kendall and James will be here soon."

"Look at you, always taking care of us," I laughed.

He kissed me before going downstairs. I walked down to Ethan's nursery first, to see him sitting awake in his crib… just staring.

"Hi papa!" Ethan chirped.

"Hi baby," I smiled as I picked him up out of his crib.

He wrapped his arms around my neck, and I kissed his forehead, causing him to giggle. I laughed at the bubbly 19 month old. I set him down on the ground, and he started to toddle beside me. He was so cute.

"Papi, me wan see Syd!" he pulled my leg.

"In a minute, we have to get your sister up first," I said.

He nodded and stayed right next to me the whole time as we walked to Emma's nursery. I opened the door and let him walk in first. He walked over to her crib and held onto the bars.

"Sissy, wake up!" he yelled.

"Ethan, shhh!" I smiled…it was hard to yell at him.

I gently reached into the crib and picked her up. Her eyes opened, but she didn't cry, making me happy. She never cries, neither did Ethan.

"Papi," she said, rubbing her eyes.

"Hey princess," I smiled.

She smiled back slowly and I stood her up on the ground. Just like Ethan, she toddled over to me and stayed near my leg. Now I had one on each side. One was almost 2 and the other was 15 months old.

Both held onto one leg as we walked out of the room together. I had the cutest kids, I swear. We reached the stairs and the baby gate was up. I moved it out of the way, before scooping up both of them, one in each arm, causing them to giggle.

I walked down the stairs to find Sydney on the couch. Usually she was in our bed when we woke up, but not this morning. When she saw us, she bounded over to us.

"Syd!" both kids said excitedly.

I sat both of them down before petting Sydney myself and giving her a head on the kiss. The kids were always fascinated with Sydney, so they were petting her excitedly as she licked their faces. She loved them and they loved her.

I smelled bacon, so I had the kids follow me into the kitchen and of course, Sydney followed.

"Daddy!" Both kids practically ran past me and hugged Logan's legs, causing him to laugh.

"Good morning babies," he leaned down, hugging both of them and giving them a forehead kiss.

He turned back to the food, and I put them both in their high chairs.

"Papi, can I help daddy?" Ethan asked.

"No, you're a little young for this Ethan," Logan said. "How about you help me make the juice though?"

Ethan smiled widely and nodded his head vigorously. Logan smiled before collecting him from his chair and sitting him on the countertop furthest away from the stove burners. While Logan was teaching Ethan what to do, I heard the doorbell, so I went to answer it, Sydney right behind me.

I opened the door to find Kendall, James, and Jade at the door.

"Uncle Carlos!" Jade hugged my leg.

All of the kids like to hug legs if you haven't noticed.

"Hey sweetie," I kneeled down and kissed her forehead. "I missed you."

"I missed you too," she smiled at me.

"Why don't you go find uncle Logie in the kitchen?" Kendall said.

She nodded and ran off calling, "Uncle Logie! Where are you!"

"Hey guys," I smiled at my best friends.

"Hey Carlitos," James and Kendall said simultaneously.

Okay, so Jade and Emma are a special case. They're actually twins, but they don't know that because their fraternal and we plan to keep it that way for now. They both share a birthday with Logan. Jade, Emma, Ethan, and Erika are all best friends. Speaking of which, Jett, Erika, and Trevor should be here soon too.

Now the reason Kendall and James have custody of Jade is because originally we thought it was one baby and Ethan was just born. Also, they were having conception problems, so we signed over custody. However, we had a surprise delivery to find out it was twins, so we each took one. Emma looking the most like Logan, and Jade having red hair that didn't really fit anyone, but she looked like her other father, Dak.

So they had custody, then at our last BTR concert, which I love to watch because of all the memories, Kendall announced that he was pregnant to the world. I remember the moment like it was yesterday.

After that month, James became a model like he said he would. He was actually an amazing model! Kendall decided he was going to be a stay at home dad for now.

Now Kendall is considered full term and his due date is tomorrow, so we'll see how it goes. They're having a boy and they've already picked out the name. I discovered that Kendall is a very mad pregnant person. His mood swings are the worst…and I mean the worst. My ears are still bleeding from him chewing me out over a dropped quarter.

Anyway, I think we'll all be happy when Kendall goes into labor, and then we'll hope he never gets pregnant again because he is a legit bitch when he's pregnant…and not guy bitch…like worse than a girl bitch.

"How are you feeling Kendall?" I asked.

"Ready," he started bouncing. "I want him out of me."

"I know the feeling," I chuckled.

"It's not funny! He's needs to get the fuck out!" Kendall snapped.

Like I said, Bitch. You have to be careful how you talk to Kendall because the wrong word will set him off.

"Kendall, chill," James said. "Let's go eat some breakfast."

They walked past me, and I chuckled at them. Kendall didn't bother me at all, but James always felt the need to tell Kendall not to be rude as if Kendall wasn't my best friend. Best friends are rude to each other at times…it's like a requirement almost.

I looked back up to see Jett and Trevor, with Erike walking ahead of them.

"Daddy, papa, come on!" she urged.

She turned around and looked at me, then she smiled brightly.

"Hi, Uncle Carlos!" She waved.

I picked her up and kissed her forehead.

"Hey," I smiled. "What have you been up to?"

"Noooothing," she giggled.

"Yeah yeah," I smiled. "Go see Uncle Logie. He has something for you."

"Okay!" she ran into the kitchen when I put her down.

"Hey Car!" Jett pulled me into a hug followed by Trevor.

"Hey guys," I smiled.

Jett and Trevor. Another interesting situation. Trevor was our neighbor until we needed a lawyer and Trevor provided his cousin. They quickly fell in love, and Trevor was like a father to Erika. The only thing that was in their way was Dak and Trevor's belief that Jett still loved him. That was the only bad thing between them.

They got married around Erika's first birthday and they're really happy. I suspect Jett will get pregnant soon because they want a kid together, but I guess only they can call when that happens.

"What did Logan make?" Jett walked in, followed by Trevor.

"Really not sure. Ethan helped him make some juice," I laughed, thinking of Ethan's excitement.

"Let's go find out," Trevor led the way.

I walked behind the two into the kitchen, where everyone was chatting around the table and Emma was talking about her dream. Ethan saw me and smiled.

"Papi, I made juce!" he announced.

"That's great sweetheart, I'm sure it's yummy," I smiled, taking a seat next to his high chair.

"Alright, so we have bacon, eggs, sausage, toast, hashbrowns, apple slices, pancakes, and juice, which is courtesy of Ethan," Logan set everything on the table.

"This looks delicious Logan," James said.

"Yeah, I love your cooking too," Jett smiled.

We all began to dig in and make our plates. This was like legit buffet style. Logan made plates for the kids before making his own and soon we were all sitting around the table, eating and chatting.

"So, today we're doing a Cuda shoot," James said, excitedly.

After all of these years, James still loves his Cuda.

"That's great, just please don't come home smelling like you bathed in it. It gives me a headache, and Alex doesn't like it either," Kendall said.

"Alex isn't even born yet," James said. "How would you know he didn't like it."

"You don't feel the kicking!" Kendall almost yelled.

"Anyway, Logan do you have to go in today?" Jett asked.

"Yeah," Logan answered. "Why?"

"Because, we need extras on set for the big mall scene, and he recommended some people, and I said that I knew you guys and wanted one of you to come, but you all have to work."

"I don't," Kendall grumbled.

"No offense Kendall, but you tend to snap off at people now that you're prego," Jett said.

"WELL, IF I DIDN'-I mean," he cleared his throat. "I can control my temper, I promise."

"Fine, but if you embarrass me…" Jett started.

"I won't."

Jett nodded and continued to eat.

"I'll call Lucy to watch the kids," Kendall smiled.

"Yay, Auntie Lucy!" Emma clapped her hands.

How many times do I have to say that my kids are the cutest things ever? After breakfast, James and I cleaned up while Logan got ready for work. Jett, Kendall, and Trevor kissed the kids goodbye before leaving right before Lucy walked in.

The kids were excited to see her and she kept them occupied while I got ready for work. As I walked into our room to get ready, Logan was coming out.

"Have to go now. I love you," he kissed me.

"Love you too, be a great doctor," I smiled, watching him leave.

I walked into the room, where Sydney was laying on the bed.

"Lucky…you get to sleep in all day," I muttered.

It was a good thing I loved my job though. I put on my police uniform before standing in front of the mirror and taking an Instagram picture just because. When I was ready, I closed the left the room and went back downstairs to say goodbye to the kids and Lucy.

"Papi, when will you be back?" Ethan asked.

"I'll be back before it gets dark outside," I promised.

"Ok," he smiled.

I kissed him on the forehead, then kissed the others on the forehead before heading for the door.

"Thanks again Lucy," I said.

"No problem Carlitos," she smiled. "Be safe!"

"I will," I said.

And with that, I was gone, ready for another day at work.


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