Disclaimer: SIGH, yes I can always dream but, no I don't own any of the twilight series or the characters


BPOV: I had just recently found out that my boyfriend Mike wanted us to "go on break" from our relationship, honestly what is that supposed to mean?! That our relationship is officially over or that were going to stay together, you can't say something that's right in the border of breaking up while staying together.

UGH. I kind of knew from the start though that our relationship wasn't a really stable one.

We just met this year when I was moving my belongings into my new college dorm, (my dorm that I'm going to be residing in which is a co-ed dormitory with guys on the first floor and girls on the second floor) I bumped into Mike and we just started hanging out after that. We went to the library and studied for exams together, went out to drink coffee, just typical stuff you would do with a friend but with benefits.

I guess thats what we were all along, friends…with benefits.

To be honest though I wasn't very good at relationships, Mike was my first boyfriend and so I guess I'm inexperienced compared to the other girls at my college, I just never found it appealing to date a guy in high school.

My college wasn't well known but it was located in Washington, where it snowed very often and had cold temperatures.

The day that Mike told me he wanted to go on break from our relationship. He also told me about his acceptance to this program where you apply for a place you would like to go to, to study abroad for a while, then if someone from that country applies to study abroad from the place you want to leave, then there's a match and you end up swapping places.

That day was a very interesting and surprising.

I first find out that my relationship is currently on break, then I find out that my boyfriend or… ex boyfriend... or just a friend I guess for now is going to go to Australia in two weeks which is during winter break. I even canceled going to Hawaii with my parents to stay on campus and spend time with my boyfriend. That didn't work out so well… I am going to be spending one heck of a boring winter break here alone most likely since everyone is going on a vacation, visiting parents, etc.

I haven't told my best friend Alice about any of the interesting and surprising things that happened to me yet. Because to be honest I wasn't sure where I stood with Mike yet and if we were to get back together then I wouldn't' want Alice and Mike to have weird feelings toward each other, so I guess for the time being it would be better to keep everything to myself.


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