You're starting to hear voices… awful voices… keeps telling you… "kill them…..kill them all…" you are sitting in a corner…crying..quietly… you want the voices to stop…..you cant control your self…everything.. is going black….you don't know what's going on…. you look around… blue and green blood covering your hands… but..how? when… you don't remember this…"what…happened?" you see the bodies two of your friends.. laying next you.. "what…happened..here…e-equius…n-nepeta? Are you guys motherfucking ok?..." you crouched down next to them, you're confused…. "it…cant..be…me…i..dont..remember…doing..this…." you look to your left, you saw a troll.. that looks like you… he got messy makeup.. and scars on his face.. "why are you so motherfucking nervous? THEY ARE MOTHERFUCKING LOWBLOODS THEY DESERVED TO MOTHERFUCKING DIE MOTHERFUCKER" he said while crouching next to you "you are a motherfucking highblood… YOU ARE THE MOTHERFUCKING MIRTHFUL MESSIAH, you are a motherfucking subjugglator, WHY DO YOU MOTHERFUCKING CARE ABOUT THEM?" you looked at him, tears falling from your eyes "because they are my motherfucking friends!" you said with anger tone. he chuckled a little " pffft, friends.. WHO THE FUCK NEEDS FRIENDS?! You don't need friends… they don't even care about you, YOU ARE JUST A MOTHERFUCKING LOSER TO THEM! Even that troll you call a best friend…" your became more angry when he started talking about your best friend " don't you dare! He is my best fucking friend!" you screamed "pfft ahahaha, is he? I bet he is just faking it…. If he is really your best friend.. where Is he now? Why isn't he with you?" he said sarcastically.

"…he…he must be busy… yeah.. must be…." You said nervously. he chuckled again and said "oh, is he? Busy with what? I bet he is busy finding another moirail, since he know that his moirail is just a useless piece of shit." Tears kept dropping from your eyes. "…" he looked at you and then he put a hand on your shoulder "what are you going to do now motherfucker? ARE YOU GOING TO STAY HERE AND CRY LIKE A MOTHERFUCKING GIRL?! OR WILL YOU GO THERE AND KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER?" he said while patting your shoulder. "i…I cant..." you said nervously. "why not? HE DESERVE TO MOTHERFUCKING DIE! HE IS A MOTHERFUCKING MUTANT BLOOD!". You screamed into his face. " because he is my best friend that's why!" he chuckled again."best friend? Ahaha DON'T YOU MOTHERFUCKING GET IT, HE MOTHERFUCKING HATES YOU MOTHERFUCKER… HE WISHES FOR YOUR MOTHERFUCKING DEATH! Now.. go out there, and get the motherfucker, KILL THE MOTHERFUCKER!" he said that while disappearing slowly, wait.. where is he going? He is disappearing inside your chest…..what…the..fuck…you somehow feel a little disappointed from your best friend… "how..could..he…..why…." you felt a little bit angry.. you want to revenge….

You started a conversation with your best friend on trollian

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terminallyCapricious [TC]began trollingcarcinoGeneticist [CG]

TC: honk.
CG: GAMZEE!
CG: FUCK
CG: THERE YOU ARE, YOU HAD ME WORRIED DUDE
TC: HONK.
CG: UH
CG: YEAH
CG: WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ANYWAY, I TOLD EVERYONE TO LET ME KNOW IF YOU'RE GONNA WANDER OFF.
TC: honk.
TC: HONK.
TC: honk.
TC: HONK.
CG: YEAH, I GET IT WISE GUY, YOU'RE A FUCKING CLOWN, WHO CARES.
CG: QUIT THE BULLSHIT PARTYCLOWN ANTICS AND GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE.
CG: THE SHIT HAS HIT THE WHIRLING DEVICE, AND YOU COULD BE IN SERIOUS DANGER OUT THERE.
TC: shut up.
CG: WHAT...
TC: I SAID SHUT THE MOTHERFUCK UP, MOTHERFUCKER.
TC: honk honk honk :o)
CG: DUDE
CG: ARE YOU OK
CG: YOU'RE REALLY WEIRDING ME OUT.
TC: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
TC: uh, yeah...
TC: I GUESS I'M ALL MOTHERFUCKIN WEIRDING OUT AT SOME EXTENT TO MY OWN MOTHERFUCKIN SELF.
TC: but it's all good, i'm chill with it.
CG: OH GOD
CG: NO NO NO, PLEASE DON'T TELL ME YOU WENT CRAZY, I COULDN'T TAKE THAT ON TOP OF ALL THIS.
TC: ON TOP OF MOTHERFUCKIN WHAT, MOTHERFUCKER.
CG: ERIDAN JUST FLIPPED HIS SHIT AND KILLED FEFERI AND KANAYA, AND I'M FREAKING THE FUCK OUT ABOUT IT.
TC: heh heh.
CG: HEH HEH?
CG: WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?
CG: SERIOUSLY, GET BACK HERE NOW, AND HAVE A SLIME PIE TO RELAX OR SOMETHING.
TC: SLIME?
TC: there is no more slime, brother.
TC: AND ANYWAY.
TC: shit was motherfuckin poison, didn't you know?
CG: UH...
CG: NO? I MEAN, I WOULD NEVER EAT IT, BUT
TC: THEN GET MOTHERFUCKIN SCHOOLFED ALL ABOUT THE WICKED NEWS, PUNCHLINE BLOODED MOTHERFUCKER.
TC: it rots you.
TC: RUSTS YOUR MOTHERFUCKIN THINK PAN.
TC: and the floor all stares up back at you through the motherfuckin hole.
TC: BUT THERE IS NO HOLE NOW.
TC: only under motherfuckin standing of who all i was made out to be all along.
TC: ONLY UNDER MOTHERFUCKING STANDING OF WHO ALL I WAS MADE OUT TO MOTHERFUCKING BE ALL A MOTHERFUCKING LONG.
CG: OH MY GOD
CG: NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
TC: i've been kicking the wicked ignorance on this shit.
TC: BEEN MOTHERFUCKIN SLAUGHTERING THE WICKED IGNORANCE, BRO.
TC: all up in lifelong denial about my calling.
TC: AS A DESCENDANT OF THE HIGH MOTHERFUCKIN SUBJUGGLATORS.
TC: we are higher than you, brother.
TC: WE ARE HIGHER THAN MOTHERFUCKIN EVERYBODY.
TC: honk.
CG: GAMZEE
CG: PLEASE NO
TC: and now i'm the last one, so i finally motherfuckin understand.
TC: I FINALLY GOT MY MOTHERFUCKING UNDERSTAND ON TO WHO THE MIRTHFUL MESSIAHS ARE.
TC: they were always both me. :o)
TC: AND ALSO MOTHERFUCKING ME. Do:
TC: and now.
TC: AND MOTHERFUCKING NOW.
TC: i am going to motherfuckin kill all you motherfuckers.
CG: OH GOD
CG: OH MAN
CG: OH GOD
TC: I AM GOING TO MOTHERFUCKING KILL ALL YOU MOTHERFUCKERS.
TC: and paint the wicked pictures with your motherfuckin blood.
TC: FROM YOUR VEINS WILL DRIP MY MIRACLES.
TC: your crushed bones will make my special stardust.
TC: WELCOME TO THE DARK CARNIVAL, BROTHER.
TC: honk.
TC: HONK.
TC: honk.
TC: HOOOOOOOOOOONK.

terminallyCapricious [TC]ceased trollingcarcinoGeneticist [CG]

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