Remember to feel real

Inuyasha slammed his phone on the desk again, another failed attempt to talk to Kagome. He sighed "When sango finds out she'll kill me" He sighed again. This was the fourth break up between he and kagome, and the second the time he broke her heart. Sango, Kagome's best friend and Inuyasha's cousin, was very protective of Kagome. Ever since, she almost killed herself over a broken heart. But that was the problem; he couldn't always be there for her. He knows she has a really rough childhood. Almost raped lost her mother and lives with an abusive father. He really does still love her, but he's not ready for something so perfect yet. But he doesn't realize that this is far from perfect.

Inuyasha sent her email after email but she just deleted them, and cried until there were no more tears or she fell asleep.

Sango called Kagome around the normal time 5:30 pm. "h-hello?" Kagome forced out "Kagome what's wrong?" Sango asked concerned. "I-its I-Inuyasha" Sango became furious, "Kagome I'll call you back in a few minutes, okay?"
"o-okay" Kagome hung up the phone and cried more.

Sango was madder then ever. "Hello" Inuyasha answered "what is your problem!" Sango yelled in to the phone "Oh hi sango" he said calmly. "Inuyasha what's wrong with your head!"
"Nothing"
"Oh really," Sango stated in a amused tone "then please explain why you did this to Kagome" Inuyasha took a deep breath and started "Im not ready for this yet…" Sango cut him off "not ready for what?"
"For this relationship yet, it just to perfect, I couldn't for give myself if I screwed up with Kagome" Sango lost her temper after he said that "Inuyasha it's so far from perfect and you already did screw it up!" She paused "Im never going to let you two be together ever again" Inuyasha lost his cool too "No Sango! I want to talk to Kagome!"
"You want to talk to her? Then meet us at the skate park on Saturday at 5 pm" then she hung up on him and called Kagome back "Kagome?"
"Yes" A trembling voice answered "we're going to the skate park on Saturday, okay?"
"Yeah" she answered "are you going to be okay?" Kagome started crying again "No" she squeaked out. "Hold on Kagome I'll be right over"

Sango knocked on the door and Kagome cracked it open just enough for Sango to see her tear stained face. "Oh Kagome" sango pushed open the door and hugged her but didn't let go "shhh, everything is going to be okay" Kagome held on to her for dear life "no its not"
"Go get your shoes honey, and we'll go get some ice cream" Kagome let go of sango and slipped on her shoes and left out the door with Sango.

Sango was like a mother to Kagome; she was there when her first boyfriend took advantage of her vulnerability and had sex with her. And she walked in to her room just before she put the blade through her chest. And Sango beat up every boy that forced himself on to her.

Sango bought Kagome a double fudge chocolate ice cream cone and she got herself a cookies and cream ice cream cone. Both talked about Kagome and Inuyasha and how it was wrong and how it was so right. After that Kagome started balling again. A little girl walked up to Kagome and hugged her, "Its going to be okay" the little girl said, Kagome hugged her back "I hope it will" she said, "If he loves you he will come back" The little girl said almost knowing why she was crying. Kagome got weak and cried again. "Rin" A lady said walking towards them, "What have I told you about walking off like that"

"Im sorry mommy, but this lady was crying" Kagome gave a faint smile as the lady and the little girl walked away "Kagome?" Sango said as she turned toward her "I really think you should call Inuyasha" Kagome shook her head. "But he really wants to talk to you"
"So" was all kagome answered "I really do think he still loves you, he's just confused"
"What is he confused about?" Kagome said getting mad "His feelings for you, he's never felt this way about someone he might be scared and that's why he needs you to show him not to be afraid and to show him that it's real" Sango explained
"What makes you so sure about this?"
"You can hear it in his voice" Sango simply said

Inuyasha lay on his bed and thought about Kagome was breaking up with her the right thing? Maybe I was scared. Maybe she's not 'the one'. Or maybe she is. But she's to young. God this is so confusing. I don't know what to do. Maybe I'll try calling her again.

Inuyasha got up and pick up the phone and called Sango, with any luck Kagome is with her. "Hello?" Sango answered "Hey let me talk to Kagome"
"Why?"
"Because I need to"
"Hold on" Inuyasha could hear Kagome's voice in the back round.
"Hello" A familiar voice answered "Hey" He said as tears formed on the corners of his eyes "It's been a while"
"Yeah" Kagome said in a happier tone, "But what do you want"
"I just want to set something straight" Inuyasha said kind of depressed "Go a head" Kagome said as her tone dropped to a whisper. "I don't know what to think anymore and you know you're still too young for something like this, right?"
"Yes" Kagome barley got out. "I'm not sure of my feelings for you yet, but I still want to be friends, if that's okay?" Inuyasha held his breath waiting for her answer, and then he heard the 'tone' of no one on the other line, "Damn, What am I going to do to make her feel better?"


A/N: Ages: Sango-17, Inuyasha-18, Kagome-15