Hope you guys like dark poems. This is my first poem of any kind. So please review and be brutally honest No flames please!!

Inner Battle

Sometimes I contemplate thy suicide,
But now thy thought is homicide,
Do you know how I feel?
Is this mask I show you real?
Am I happy or am I sad?
Do I look indifferent or am I mad?
Do not act like you truly care,
To you I'm like a mule or mare,
An animal of which you sympathize for,
But beyond acknowledgement, there is nothing more,
There is so much pain I cannot handle,
I wish to escape my inner battle,
So, next time you think you know me,
Look again and look very closely.

----By Lady_Kagome_Of_Darkness----